Sometimes it feels like this pain will never end
On my own I think its jus anutha loyal friend
Til it stabs me in the back when I think im doin jus fine
Im lookin around im losin my mind n it cant even be found
Im losin ma ground im choosin the sound converted into rhyme
When im writin my lines expressin my mind im feelin little bit fine
Fightin for time im blessed with a life that has more than a purpose
But im lost on the surface of meaning n hurt its jus the (its jus the)
The Cycle of life ridin around switchin gears for an uphill battle
Locked by a shackle missing years that I lost in a grapple
With me myself and I (x5)
With ma head in ma hands im developin a plan
To go to college so I can be a man
I cant stomach life so I spew when I eat
I cant stand dad so I gotta take a seat
God damn man im feelin so weak
Ate 6 meals for the whole damn week
Is this the time I admit defeat?
Or do I carry on n raise to feet?
Gain some strength n be a man
Lost in the light of life I stand
In the shadows of a bigger man
Can I be an individual?
Gotta be a little physical
Fight life so the pain is minimal
Open up like a play boy centre-fold
Slowly Layin out my inner-soul x2
Not a penny to my name tho iv payed my dues
Not in it for the fame so keep it dudes
The ending of my games so predictable
Anutha damn lame in a casket too
I gotta make a name so remember who
Tried to make a change that stuck like glue
Tired of being on the same avenue
Im movin on thatâ019s what I gotta do
amazing work