3rd Person Storytelling Anno Domini on the Beat
alternative
indie
hiphop
rap
underground
old school
independent
Lyrics
Hey, where you at, man you been in my thoughts//
I been worried about you dude, I just wanted ta talk//
Cuz I dont see you much, but its like your maskin a pain//
Like what happened today to thats got you actin so strange//
The more I see you, our visits are less frequent//
Your busy seems to be your one n only best reason//
N I dont believe it, cuz no one else has seen you neither//
I hope its not an intrusion I just wanted ta reach ya//
Heres the situation man, I can see you slippin//
You dont wanna admit it kid but, things have gotten different//
Youve distanced yourself, and now your music is more depressin//
Than it was just a month ago, Im constantly checkin//
Im probably steppin but trust, Ill do it in a second//
Ta try n find out why you wont answer my message//
But check it, you know Im always here n ready ta just listen//
Hit me back when you get a chance Im lending my position//
*Hook*
Why you always so upset? Why you let em get to you like you do?//
F*** it, kick back a few and kill the pain that accrues//
Just pretend like itll all work out for the best//
And never admit this sh** dont leave you fit ta the test//
If this is best that you can do, be prepared ta fail over n over//
As you grow older forget pretendin youre a soldier//
I know you're better than the that life you been leadin//
But cmon why pretend these cuts aint leavin you bleedin?//
Im seein you scremin every night, n in your dreams//
Its seems your ready to be done but you dont wanna leave//
Cuz theres a that part a you thats just so ready for success//
But you're too much of a mess to address the problems you dress//
N on a daily, youre trailing these people you see//
You know youre better their setup but so fed up wit the dreams//
That you wanna achieve n seem ta leave the dust//
The day aint even started yet n youre peakin at dusk//
*Hook*
I know your feelin like youre not someone thats easy ta love//
But in a way you enjoy your ploy to avoid all their shrugs//
Thats not healthy and when you tell me Im crazy well maybe//
But at least Im not so f*** ed in the head I wouldnt want you to save me//
Caving isnt always weakness, sometimes its human nature//
And what you dont understand pain isnt pay dirt//
Yet you inflict it n an instance creating that distance//
Your so consistent amidst this business creating that deficiency//
Efficiently missing the point to living a life//
Instead a giving up right
There, but then where do you go from here?//
Its one conundrum wit a gun up in the air//
I hear your pain, I feel it as best as I can//
Im just tryin ta reach you then n teach you to be a man//
But I cant do everything for you, one day youll have to dive//
Until that day youll just search for a way to survive//