There's a screaming
Inside my head
Pounding so loud
That it could wake the dead
Sayin’ "Hey, look what you’ve done.”
Now I'm asking, what have I become?
I AM GETTING ON MY LAST NERVES
I AM SHOUTING OUT
IT’S NOT WHAT I DESERVE
AND I FEEL HEAVY NOW
AND I CAN’T LET IT OUT
AND I CAN’T FIX MYSELF
I JUST NEEDED YOUR HELP
I never learned to be honest
With myself, it’s a broken promise
Cos I could never find just one thing
In myself that’s worth sharing
I AM GETTING ON MY LAST NERVES
I AM SHOUTING OUT
IT’S NOT WHAT I DESERVE
AND I FEEL HEAVY NOW
AND I CAN’T LET IT OUT
AND I CAN’T FIX MYSELF
I JUST NEEDED YOUR HELP
My dad always said
That I’d grow stronger
My mom told me
“It won’t be much longer”
But I can’t see
Your face clearly
So what are You
Trying to show me?
…Hey, God, can you hear me?!
I AM GETTING ON MY LAST NERVES
I AM SHOUTING OUT
IT’S NOT WHAT I DESERVE
AND I FEEL HEAVY NOW
AND I CAN’T LET IT OUT
AND I CAN’T FIX MYSELF
I JUST NEEDED YOUR HELP
I wish you needed my help
I wish you needed my help
I wish I knew if you needed me