Paper buterflies they flutterby
while I utter my profanities.
My insanity
how can it be
that you cannot see
the dark inside of me?
And in my head Im already dead
lying in a bed of roses.
All I know is that Im frozen
because I can feel no emotion.
But my body is on fire
with a love lust and desire.
Living with the pain of living in the rain
just to live a day I nearly go insane
And all that I ask for is one simple moment.
Just a speck of time when I can forget
what I've become,
when I can forget
what I have done.
And its killing me what there billing me
to put a pill in me to make it better.
Say write a letter to your father,
I try to tell them I wouldnt bother.
But the program is like a roadmap
its got a clear plan I gotta follow.
I feel hollow, its hard to swallow
that the way they know
is the only way to go.
But Ill bide my time Ill walk a narrow line
so that in there minds Ill be redeemed.
I want to scream it was me
he took everything I ever dreamed.
And all that I ask for is one simple moment.
Just a speck of time when I can forget
what I've become,
when I can forget
what I have done.
And now I cry out to God
please hear my pleas.
Im down here on the ground
down on my knees.
Im falling further down
need you to lift me up.
Hear me calling out
Im close to giving up.
And all that I ask for is one simple moment.
