ma boi ittefaq wanted me on dis beat yo,,, but still hez a perv !
Story behind the song
wtf !
Lyrics
ITTEFAQ
this is how ma spirit got drained!
family fucked up and emotions geh sprained!
imagination blurred buh i got visions 2 frame!
fuckin ~ fake status has 2 be maintained!
new seedlings of hatred geh planted man!
and ma brain develops new game and a new plan !
i got new promises i gotta stand!
fukk i feel like a stranger in ma own land!
i can see how ~happiness and sorrow walk hand in hand!
sand 2 castle and then castle 2 sand!
damm~ dreams be demolishin like a ghetto
i feel so dominated ~ppl callin me a despo!
ITTEFAQ
yeah homie lets go ~ lets roll ~i dont mind ~fuckin a lesbo!
i wanna geh away for the sorrow , homie i dont want it no more!
i cant knock on ma door , i gotta start it frm the scratch!
i put ma dreams in a room and close it frm the latch!
buh still the isolation ~ promises more talent 2 hatch!
i protest ma life ~ happiness for sure !
but when it comes 2 me ~ there is hope no more!!
why does the time turn!??
shit ` nothin comes~~~~~~~~~~ but i bleed and burn!
damm i tried 2 change!
but then i cant locate ma self!
in ma own fuckin range!
i feel so strange ~ forced 2 take revenge!
NOW ~ i have landed in this stage!
i feel like i ma trapped in a fuckin cage!
in each and evry step that i take!
i end up being surrounded by hate!
i had 2 debate ~componsate ~ on a daily base!!
i couldnt even hesitate ~ cuttin ma self wid a blunt blade!
but still i debate~ 2 get 2 the place ma life destinates!
SAVAGE
da faith i had is half gone but not lost
m goin down the wrong path but at what cost
cant go through this alone need sombody ta share
already lost everything and therz so much to gain
now who brought this madness riding straight upto da head
n this hate is chocking me lyk som rope around my neck
knees deep in sadness got me down wid dem sorrows
this hurricane inraging we have no fuckin morals
like m stuck inside ma present n futurz chaotic
n dem public is psychotically racist and robotic
dis matrix m trapped in is so surely economic
Erotic conspiracy theory becomes reality
Life is war, and every day's a battle to me
But? I elevate to the point of reversing dis gravity
ITS NOT ME ITS MA HOMIE SPITTIN OUTTA ME,,
NOW ONLY DEAD PPL TEMME DEY FUCKIN PROUDA ME !
ITTEFAQ
affection feels more like surprise now!
i got pian bottled and burried deep down!
i think so much i am left wid a deep frown!!
beats are all i need now , 2 expose the skeletons in ma closet!
fukk ~ food all i am livin on now ~~ is nitro-sun tablets!
fykk em assets man , i need no parents!
aarguments with ma sentiments!
killed ma inner consience!
wats the point being alive ~ when ma innocence
p.s(some changes are there , accordin 2 the flow)