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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #23,487
Peak in subgenre #15,216
Author
Words: T. Lentz, Music: Sacrificial Records and Pl
Rights
2003 Sacrificial Records
Uploaded
November 30, 2003
Track Files
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MP3 5.6 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
This is my life all in one prayer to God. Everyday I have sinned and everyday I have not been able to ask forgiveness. I finally found a way through lyrics and music.
Upon my dreams and visions a prayer was born in the form of "My Sinful Ways" and it shall now be heard by millions as just that.
Lyrics
Chorus:
Looking back at all my sinful ways
I just wish I knew a way to change
God please show me a path
So I can change these sinful ways
Verse 1:
Every morning I wake to a bitch
A person that makes my blood twitch
I feel like little Stitch
But without the switch
I’m looking hell straight in the face
During this amazing race
But it seems like a never ending chase
Cuz I don’t even know my own fate
And I feel like I was a bloody mistake
Not a Hallmark keeps sake
I don’t even want to pray
Cuz I never know what to say
So I just face every single day
The best and only way/ I know
Hoping that one day I finally grow
But I seem trapped
While my mind has been scrapped
So I move forward one step
But always end up two steps back
While my world goes black
I feel as if I hurt everyone I truly love
And it hurts more than I can bear
I just want to die
So I can fly high/ in the sky
Away from all my stupid lies
But the Devil has my eyes
So I guess what I’m trying to say
As this is how I pray
Please God, while I stare at the sky
Give me an answer why
Chorus:
Once
Verse 2:
I find myself stealing
Instead of healing/ or feeling
Sometimes I even think I’m falling
Cuz I feel the Devil Calling
I want someone’s help
But I just get paranoid
Thinking everyone is against me
Cuz they can’t see the shit that I see
I want my soul to be free
From the stress and hate
But I think its my fate
Not to feel love/ or see wedding doves
I just want someone to talk to
Someone to feel the things I’ve been through
To help me out
When I just want to scream and shout
But I feel lost
Like my soul will never be found
I think its six feet under ground
While my body still walks around
I’m lost, lord, in this world of hate
And some of which I helped create
So I guess what I’m trying to say
As this is how I pray
Please God, while I stare at the sky
Give me an answer why
Chorus: Once
Verse 3:
My poor girlfriend
In this prayer I will send/ a message for her
I love her with all my heart
But she deserves better than this
Cuz all I am is a big ole diss
I always put her down
Never show her a night on the town
And treat her like a clown
I speak my own language
But it’s harsh and inconsiderate
I’m a total asshole
And she shouldn’t be treated this way
So God give her a path to go
Cuz you are the one who really knows
What she really deserves
Cuz I know it ain’t me
So please give her what she needs
I guess I’m destined for loneliness
And that I will accept
I’m here for a reason
And one day I will find that reason
But today is not that day
What more can I really say
So I guess what I’m trying to say
As this is how I pray
Please God, while I stare at the sky
Give me an answer why
Chorus: Twice
Verse 4:
Finally God before I go
Please show me a path to grow
So I at least know
Where I’m supposed to go
I’ve prayed for everyone else
Now it’s time to pray for myself
I don’t need lots of money
Or a girl that I can call honey
I just need to know
How I can allow myself to grow
Cuz when I look at my past
It flies by so fast
That everything good never seems to last
I just hope that upon my demise
Its all clear skies
Cuz I won’t allow myself into hell
I want to go to heaven
And view the seven
So I guess what I’m trying to say
As this is how I pray
Please God, while I stare at the sky
Give me some answers why
Chorus:
Three Times
