Beat: Lyr1kz The Producer
Lyrics
Verse:
I want a girl to rely-on, a shoulder to cry on -
to dry my eyes from - the tears, but i can't find one.
its either the times-wrong, they got something to hide-from,
or they aint into me, so i let bygones be bygones.
but when my prides-gone, and i'm left feeling empty.
Love goes out the window and lust tries to get me.
some girls still resent me, wish they never met me.
They'd say its misleading that i've got the name envy.
But for real, it hurts - i'm starting to feel i'm cursed.
I'd steal the world for a female thats worth it,
I dont know how to word it
its .. ugh, i just want someone to call my own, that alone would make it perfect..
But it aint workin, these angels missing halo's
its so painful sitting back to watch the day's-go.
everything fades, but the pain-dont..
.. & i'm left scavaging trying to find love amongst the same hoes.
Verse
True Love is ugly, trust me - it feasts on pain,
thats why when you fall out of it, you'll never be the same.
i got ex's who hate me, girls who wanna date me.
Chicks who wanna play me .. and some who are just amazing.
some keep blamin me for failed relationships,
real reason is - 'i cant take the shit, plus i hate the bitch'
never once slipped up with faithfulness ..
.. but most of these girls get confused with flirting when its playfulness.
then on the otherhand, i don't really understand.
how you didnt trust me, but you go and sleep with another man
that's fine, i just figured she's a slut..
.. who had more people eat-out her box than takeaway pizza hut.
so i gotta move on, find a future with the next-girl.
hopin that i'll find the right one, that no-one else will get her
and if it turns out i already left her, damn.
i gotta figure out how i'm gonna get her back.