Was havig a hard time...and found a way to make it through...Artificial freedom, but free never the less.
Turned inside out
Whats life really about
Close my eyes
Cant get no sleep
Pills ain’t workin
Get me a drink
Can’t get past the day before
Thoughts of givin up
Rot my core
don’t wanna fight no more
what are we here for
CHORUS
Feel like I’m drowning
Like I can’t breathe
Mama said this happens
When hearts on sleeve
Feel like I’m bleeding
Slow certain death
Can’t shake the darkness
So I medicate myself
Medicate myself
Medicate myself
Medicate myself
Medicate myself
Wanna get outta me
Open up my mind
Step out the box
Embrace the sublime
Touch the pretty colors
Taste the rain
Swim in the deep
Forget all the pain
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Do I really have to deal with me
Can’t I hide from the feelings that I feel
I don’t wanna deal with reality no more, no more.
Just take a break from sanity
My soul is so sore
Starting to wonder if it could be
That I just don’t wanna live no more