Decimation of my past
Determined I will make it last
Severity of what I lost
I'll get them back at any cost
And I've been wrong, hurt all along
Can't you see, why I'm sorry
Wake me, shaking off this nightmare
You should know I still care
Holding on to memories
Making misery
Admitting fault just seemed so hard
I held on to a broken shard
And thought it would be easier
To end my life than seeing her
I need to fight, have to make it right
Still I try, and get no reply
Make me, feel like I'm better
Never saying never
Finding my redemption
Making misery
So close to making what I need complete
In this long path I've paved nothing concrete
So many victims I've left in my wake
Now I'm unraveling to fix this mistake
Waging, war for what I live for
Finally closing this door
Shattering what's empty
Until I'm finally there
I'm feeling so much better
Banking on forever
Breaking off this nightmare
Demise of misery