another hard rocking song
Story behind the song
this song is about growing up with an abusive mother, its one of our more angry songs.
Lyrics
i remember i was young, you would say to me, you wish i would never grow up,and i was blind to see, maybe you were afraid to lose me in my childhood, for all this you became angry, so angry at me.
you will never find your little boy, the one inside of me, you took him away cuz you were afraid to see him up someday.
i remember your love and also your hate, it was so confusing, fear was everyday, still i tried to convince you by playing so care-free, and it was hard while i grew becoming more empty.
you will never find your little boy, the one inside of me, you took him away cuz you were afraid to see him up someday.
what about my life? what about my life i said, what about my right? what about my right to exist, its all been about you, its always been about your feelings, well what about me? was i always your unhappiness?
you will never find your little boy, the one inside of me, you took him away cuz you were afraid to see him up someday.
well here i am, are you afraid of your boy? your empty son? its always been, cuz either way, look what you've made, yourself afraid.