This is my new song, people tell me it sounds kinda like Linkin Park. The beat was made by D.O.E. productions. It's about being pick on and also just wanting to be yourself instead of what people tell you to be.
Story behind the song
This song was written orginally about my ex (the first verse) and then I wrote the last two about my only real enemy. I just tried to express my frusteration when dealing with them. They told me not to be the way I was, to change myself to make friends, etc.
Lyrics
I gave you my trust
you lied to me
I dont know why
I tried to be
somebody else
so you would like me
now im bein myself
and you fight me
im not what you want
not what you need
but know i stepping away
from all this greed
i think it's best
if we stay far apart
i still got wounds
over my heart
i dont care
what you'll think
cause if you decide
to blink
and wish me away
i'll be gone
so im hear to say
so long
I'm sick of fighting
day after day
but it feels like
everyone gets in my way
go ahead
i want your hatred
sick of the feeling
that life is wasted
yeah go ahead and hate my guts
if you feel like you must
i don't mind i'll shrug it off
cause bein a loser means
that nothing can be lost
i feel so stretched out
sick of their doubt
i got to proof it myself
and i want nothing else
i dont wanna be outgoing
i want to be shy
i'm just so sick and tired
so i dont want to try
CHORUS:
I don't need you to hold my hand
Don't need you to understand
Just need you to go away
Cause it hurts so much when you stay
You're decietful
Irrational
Always wanting control
Underestimated me
Hated me
Now I've had enough (2: so STAY AWAY!)
Verse 2:
Im sick of this uncertainty
All those times you were hurtin me
Now I got the urge to see
Somebody who deserves to breathe
I'm sick of this negativity
that you keep on giving me
like every step i take
is another mistake
you want me to be like everybody else
when all i want to be is myself
i don't think you comprehend
i dont want to pretend
don't want to fake a smile
just to get a friend
im sick of the control
manufacture my soul
to be perfect for the picture
but not to fill the hole
sick of hearing what I outa be
sick of you taunting me
and what I learned from those times we fought
is that I'm glad to be myself instead of someone that I'm not
All I want to be
Is myself
But you keep pushin me
to be somebody else
(somebody else)
CHORUS
Verse 3:
All the times I tried
I was always denied
it eats me away inside
but at least I have my pride
which is more than you can say
so please go away
you only cause these fights
i try with all my might
to get you out of my sight
out of my life
but you never do leave
it gets so hard to breathe
when your around
cause your hatred brings me down
your only creation
is my agrivation
there's no exaggeration
the only thing I know to be true
Is that I hate you
you're cold to the bone
so I hope you die alone
and this is who I am
so if you do not understand
then there's nothing I can do
cause I will not change for you
No matter what
So either shut up
or go away
the reason why it hurts so much, when you stay
is cause I'll know you'll never be accepting
so now I'm gonna live my life and never be regretting
(never be regretting)
CHORUS