Just For Someone Special...
Story behind the song
Whatever
Lyrics
VERSE 1:
You were something like a vision straight from my dreams
Picture perfect on tha surface/ Asiatic beauty queen
I met you one day/ Late summer '98
By tha way you caught my eye/ Can't deny that it was fate
That tossed us together/ Then brought us together
You tha type of chick that make me want something better
Together we succeed in all our endeavors
Three years passed/ I'm as awestruck as ever
It ain't a lie/ I know you think I'm frontin'
I look into your eyes and I see that special somethin'
I feel tha rush/ It's like your love keep my heart pumpin'
We used to fight/ Make up and then we'd spark somethin'
In tha park/ After dark/ Heart to heart
Stayed together through bad weather like Noah's Ark
Ey yo there's nothing in tha world like my girl when she close to me
But lately I been thinkin' like Stevie Wonder/Jodeci
VERSE 2:
Now I'm sittin' in my living room/ Calm and collected
Lookin' for returns on all tha time we invested
You said you need a break/ A little time and perspective
Your wishes I respected so my rhyme be reflective
You always on my mind/ All tha time every second
Kinda like a memory/ In my mind you're embedded
You stay on my mind/ All tha time every second
Kinda like a memory/ In my mind you're embedded
But lately I feel like/ I been neglected
I went from number one to number nine on your checklist
Lookin' up to Heaven for a sign or a message
Even got me feelin' bad for every dime I inspected
Sometimes I wanna fuck for all tha times I repressed it
I could write a rhyme with all tha lines I collected
But they're kinda like domestics/ (Whatchu mean?)
Cheap and easy to drive, but in my mind you're tha Lexus
It's time I go for mines/ Shine and be respected
I got tha heads noddin'/ Make their spine and their neck split
Thinkin' back to tha time you suggested
A break, a little space, and some time for reflection
If that's what you want, I'll say goodbye and accept it
And if you change your mind then I'll decline/ (Nah, just messin')
I know it ain't tha same as a diamond or a necklace
But this my love song/ Valentine down on record
VERSE 3:
So what's tha future for us?/ That's tha million-dollar question
These thoughts keep me UP all night like an erection
Thinkin' bout tha past, present, future intersection
I'm prayin' to God for Divine Intervention
Drinkin' wine for refreshment/ Time keep descendin'
High off tha sess cuz tha stress keep me guessin'
It's up to you and I to give this drama direction
Get it into focus like a motion picture lensman
Respectin' your needs/ But when you leave it got me stressin'
Every heart bleeds without attention and affection
It's like I can't breathe when you're not in my presence
You're all that I need like Mary J said to Method-
Man, please understand my situation
I still can't believe that I missed your graduation
Damn, don't think I did it just to diss you
I was too confused at tha time, that's tha issue
And when you cry I'll dry your eyes with a tissue
Caress and kiss you/ Soothe you and if you
Wanna make it work, then together we can git through
Tha rain and tha pain...Yo...Yo, I miss you