Beat by Cire, just some creative sh***
Im thinking of saying fuck you & fuck everything that you stand for
use land mine's as stepping stone's to cross over that water
cause you & that vodka with every step you had forced us
so far away over the boarder, now, i'm less thoughtful
out of all the thing's that was possible, swimming back wasnt
once you change something it wont be same ever again, soldier
so what's my aim corporal & who's my main target
dear friend that believe's destroying herself will not make thing's harder
but easier on us all, if she's gone like way farther
over the mountain of the lie's, i dig for coal to make your flame larger
put it in that place, for you, listen to the rate's heart's go
your's is like a pace slower, that missing beat & milk carton
still far from, home, yo, wake up & smell the fragrance of bliss
cause of all that coffee spilt, like napalm on 8 year old kid's
im so genetically engineered & brain washed like the rest
shut my mouth, play my part & watch the world as its twist
nothing seems real in this bitch
so who, the fuck do i trust & who the, fuck do i kiss
with out you, miss, with out you
i was thinking the other day, that we should meet again soon
reality's stranger than fiction this week so what's to loose
this fort night that i've fought to stay alive has left me bruised
but with you, with you, i'd feel dead too
so...please, dont indulge in the darkness too much that this earth hold's
it'll only bring you down & down again just cut the rope
& let it all hang out, it was murder she wrote
til they got bored of the homicidal/suicide's & over dose
& closed the case so no one knows, just erase her photo pose
& let her slowly comatose, as face-less as a shot gun victim
anyway, im babbeling, shit, like most people on average
nice weather, what drug's, they said, this & that's lavish
does anyne ever dream of a fairytale with a big palace
save the girl from the castle, ill just smoke & chase the dragon
the bag's under my eye's are like air port luggage
& i'll fist fight a fucking bear to get the first plane out of london
get back, motherfucker, i've been waiting all summer
the only escape is chemically induced & im slowly getting dumber
slipping under...i dont duck beneath the covers when there's thunder
im a big boy now with a lot to prove, fake thugsters
thinking, aw nah, fuck it, man, the silent poet speaks again
they judge me, like they know me, but we only just fucking met
our first hand shake, your fresh chewing gum breathe
i remember, dreamy eye's to help become nightmare-less
i still, fight bear fist, against the knife's steal edge
with a death wish, cause who am i to live this life's rare gift
im so selfish,
i'm leaving my at ease, stuck in this, wicked vicious society
while we look at xbo the government whispers quietly
im paranoid for my privacy, trousers down at my feet
just to break the ice obligingly, now your familiarised
we can relax...i see, what it is to be depressed
what it is to feel insane again i always lose my head
they saying sanity's just slow to catch up, i think it is
cause people scream at open mind's in fear, the truth sting's
just face it, we're all doomed & on a quest for love
gimme a new emotion that we cant name or think of
cause everythings been thought up, and every where we're all the same
and we repeat, repeat, and repeat once again
it's mate, eat, kill, try to make a fucking living
but we're only human so dont put your hope's up & lift em
we're all a fucking victim of the paranoia wave
none of us can surf that, we're all getting swept away