Escape my head if it's not too late
Found my disguise I could hardly wait
Fake smiles and dirty glances
But it always works out, it's killing me
Complications as I stare at the sun
Black spots of guilt,but I know I've won
My thoughts are "sorry" but my words don't seem to care, just pretend
Understand why I've already tried
Assume the lie, but don't reply
I need a sigh if everything is not alright
My inner bitter energies are breaking free