"I pray to wake up one day to see its all make believe"
Lyrics
as the dark falls, another creep has been lost
turn the mind down till it seems that it`s off
not a dream in the world, that could replace fate
specialize in the spasm before the thoughts made
I pray every moon, just to hear myself speak
another day in the nude, just to make me feel bleak
cause the sand turns to money if you think hard enough
sharpen arrows from my arson before I start to love
thats when the past melts the present and everthing there
that`s why the rhymes of my time are kept within a snare
that`s why I burn all the books that have taught me to be
it`s why my family still grows though Ive lost some from the tree
so I stencil, leaking my mental on wax
grabbing rap right now before its meant to be had
the heavenly act, appears perfect through a serpent
words just, searching, scratching the surface
when the day will collapse, my enemies fall asleep
I dream upon a dream like the dreams that call me freak
so when the me within me calls the me within you
just dream upon a dream and I`ll be there soon
a politk in disgise, you and I, scrutinize
move in time, soon to find who`s behind the truest lie
I can`t grip sanity, myself hates me
I pray to wake up one day to see its all make believe
tracing reasons, the seasons have gotten frigid
quesion ain`t the real mindstate, so I live it
race against the sun, hoping that it will win
cause I can`t really smile when it beats me to sink
so I sit in my room and write these broken letters
I wish upon a moon and paint the cold novembers
it`s the hardest when ya harness the horrors of your hardship
cause it hardly justifies how hard your heart is
I`m conscious, so it`s all about mind over matter
living vs death, time equals me a rapper
turn the chapter, it seems the book will end like
the regrets and all those dreams I didnt make mine
cold november brings, the forever wind
holding the weather in so we could together sing
but never grasp a day, where we could laugh away
cause the past, present and future will have to be