have you ever heard one?
Lyrics
sometimes I wish I was dreaming
I come home and my skin is screaming
the voices say, this kid is freaking
so I live in evenings
I hate the day, I stay away
so all these fucks wont know my name
thats me, acting happy
so these people wont shaft me
man I cry at night
hoping that maybe I`ll fly tonight
better yet I`ll die tonight
here voice let me find a knife
I`d never do it, but the music
says do it do it do it stupid
I sweat and never stop
till I hold my breath and drop
its a weird experience
man, Im keeping God curious
sometimes I wonder if Im serious
but when I do..the voices get furious
I cant control them
the more I feel them the more I hold em
the more that I talk to them, they ask me things
like dont you wish you could think happy things
Im getting kinda used to it
even when they say use me bitch
dont remember when I fell out
maybe that day I turned spellbound
or maybe it was when hell frowned
aaah well I cant help but yell out
the things that I feel, the things that are real
the things that have made me bleed
the things that I feel, the things that are real
the things that have made me MEEEEE