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This is my real hip hop, in a christian shell. If anything LISTEN TO THIS SONG FIRST!!!!!!!! Thank you, good nite.
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(Let me tell you a story)
Now there's this kid named John, livin in a dream,
hooked on drugs smokin weed, finds hard to succeed,
he has a low self esteem, He doesnt know what he needs,
or who he needs, or anything, basically,
he hardly can breath and his only 15,
and Im dismissing the fact, his father was missing,
It doesnt know why he lives, he wants just bring,
a gun to head, dead when found on the scene,
He loves his mom to death and thats why he has quit yet,
mothers in the hospital, she's in her death bed,
another side to the story, lil sister who is kept fed,
financially their livin large, livin with their step dad,
step dad is cool, but John doesnt like him yet,
tryna play cool but it gets in his head, he sweats,
bloody red, blood rise up in his head,
because he remembers the fact his real dad is dead,
spare him lord.
Jesus can, can u please spare him, from all the pain and the sorrow. I keep prayin can u please spare him
from all pain of tomorrow
In the hospital and John by his mother side,
He tells his mom if she passes away he will end his life,
Mom cant even here him but he talks to her like shes alive,
pausing for her part of the conversation, as he waits he cries
Knowin in the near of the future that his mother will die
emotions makes him bust a vessel in his eye,
he sobs and sighs, he bends his head down towards his thighs,
he wants to know why his mother is leavin him at this time,
a tears hit the floor, he then looks up to his suprise
calm expression on her face, and he wonders why,
she opens up her eyes and gives a smile thats ooo so kind,
John can hardly believe it he rubs his eyes like he's blind,
She tells him that God wants her back and shes run out of time,
Blows a kiss to John and tells that he will be fine,
Incouragin him telling him that he has a brilliant mind,
I love you John she says then she closes her eyes and dies.
He's livin in distress in this cold corrupted world,
every time he takes a breath his life turns another swirl,
caughtup confusion and abuse, lookin to the sky,
all he's find is the moon, and grey clouds passing by,
askiin God why, seems like he's getting no reply.
here his soul cry, because he doesnt wanna be alive,
sayin he needs christ, but he dont think he helps,
so he fights the all his problems alone and by himself,
never had wealth, got buy on nickles and dimes,
writing songs with suicide notes in his rhymes,
Right before, he took the gun through the classroom door,
and the very thought of death hits him to core.
luckily its a dream, yet it seems as if its destiny,
going out blazing, deeath for popularity,
images burned in the minds of the people,
forever being remembered like a colmbine sequel.
Jesus help him.