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Don't you dare worry.
Whispering To breathe blowing smoke from my nostrils
Swallowing pride suck it up these liquid obstacles
Stop to pull the cigarette from my lips
Burning the tip I learn that too quick
As heart rates double so do our feelings for one another
But she couldn’t see a life with me it just seems to bug her
I nudge whispers out to get what I couldn’t before
Shouldn’t adore but I can’t help what she’s been pushing forward
Thoughts of her future and I wish she could paint me in it
She thinks she wants me now but doesn’t see she hates me in it
Shaking from the things I push into my head
I do my best to hold still best bet is to rush to bed
Sleep it off. Everything should be forgotten by morning
I’ll leave her alone then she’ll have forgotten my mourning
Of wishing to be so close that my brain stopped working
Because I hated the fact that I couldn’t stop her hurting
Complications do nothing more that confuse idle minds
I’ll do fine trying to rewind this time
But my life isn’t a movie and I need to realize
That she was too real for my eyes I’ll be blind
Hard packs of camel filters clog up my neck
Stop up my breath My heart breaks in cracks
I take up chance and try make up a dance
That would impress the goddess keep me from feeling bad
No longer can I try to amuse every peasant
I need to do this for me ignore their obsession
They implored their resentment I stayed as a tenant
Attentive overseeing what they did receptive
Reclusive I tried to find a noose that fits
But this loose shit makes me lose quick
Screw this I’m ready to let go of every piece of them I hold on to
This songs through I’d stop you but I care too little of what your thoughts do
AGH! Ooh passerby need to realize that these guys on the mics are giving their lives
We strive for perfection only to be shot down left to die
Why? Don’t ask me man. If I got it I’d help
Acting as if my life Is flawless. Look at what I did to myself.
Complications do nothing more that confuse idle minds
I’ll do fine trying to rewind this time
But my life isn’t a movie and I need to realize
That she was too real for my eyes I’ll be blind
Late night phone calls and messages are all I’ll have left by tomorrow
I loved her today but I wasn’t aware of what would follow
My actions. Acting stiff I pass the fith
Had a bit so I blast out fits
Of rage and panic. My worry won’t cut out
I feel as if it should be over. Snuff out my life now
Lights out. I’ll die before morning
Crying is torment so try to bleed glory
I’ll sing stories of her for a lifetime of more than three minutes
We’re in this together. I thought feel free to visit
This haunted amusement park I call heart
PF I want this rollercoaster to stop before this arc
I’m sick of the up downs I’m doing in this practice
Review my tactics to realize I’m tactless
Past rest I hope to pass this last test
But my complicated study guides have only been proven to pack mess