yo open colab hit me up beat by misterka
joeyjo uk rapper crewe
Lyrics
It pains me to say this thought could be wrong but I'm not moving on with the mistakes that I've made //
The fading of days does nothing but frown when the sun touches ground and my safe haven awaits //
Insane but ok in the morning, I'm asking for my flooring of casket to be boarded with matches //
So I'm hoping the gas is lit and when I'm burning to death I earn your respect and sail out in the ocean as ashes //
And now
I've been taking my time - waiting - my patience is wise - a choice, fading in rhyme - lacing pages with hate and despise //
Illustrating faces with minds picture perfect or wasting a line? A pace to state my life and how I'm just Satan disguised //
Maybe a saviour of kind with certain mirages of burning of crosses I'd love to explain but the words, I have lost them //
It's the perfect of problems I hate to love it, I get nervous with thoughts when I try to look and witness the curtains are dropping //
Voices, I'm learning to block them talent, I'd show it and tell my flow carries well when expressing how I'm going through hell //
Most couldn't dwell my life, my story, I'm a host in my shell I hide from the world and write this suicide note to myself ..//
I’m sorry to say, the Feelings-Are-Dead, I used to cry while Kneeling-In-Bed,
Asking the lord, just harassing my god. Just waiting to Hear-What-He-said//
All our conversations just Broke-Into-fights, I Woke-Up-At-Nights,
Hoping-I’d-Die, expressing emotions through Poems-That-I-Write//
With Loath-And-Despise, I would live with you just Devoting-My-Life,
And now to let you know that I’ve left you this is my Note-to-My-Wife//
we're Broken-Through-Strife’s, and tell my baby boy I’ll Miss-Him-Forever,
Be sure his Sister's-Remembered, the fire is dead, so I’ll Piss-On-The-Ember...//
You took me for a fool, Behind-My-Back, that Reminds-Me-That,
All that Time-We-Had, all you did to me was Lie-So-Bad, Emplying-That..//
You had some extra work-shifts? work-Bitch? You were Cheating-On-Me,
bitch I’ll Leave-You-deceased, my soul is Bleeding-You-See? //
You're Heartless-and-Cold; My love for you is Marking-My-Soul,