We did a song and it ended up being this.
Story behind the song
I hate people and living it's a waste.
Lyrics
(Pro)
Hey baby not to get your stress rating
Up but lately It seems like you hate me
And I been debating if it’s just me or the same things, I did
A while ago or if it’s the pain it brings for you to see this kid
Long ago when the air was cold and my blood running through my veins was refreshing
Before you left me you when I wasn’t vain to you but I was everything
I’ll let her sing her notes as low as she thinks of me
But I cant but help to have a hope that she thinks of me
I think of you every night in my head and wonder if I could be part of you
You’re teddy bears and unicorns to me everything that rings true
But you say that it was me who hung the phone up on you and put things on mute
Maby true but this soldier and his troop cant wait to get the scent of youth
With you I would grow old but you don’t see me to be your one and only
Think im just here for amusement or for your scolding enjoyment
Unemployed bum and fag are the names your prod me with
I could die today and with you I’d be hardly missed… but it’s ok
(Pro)
Everyday I wake to thoughts of you and I
Suicide is best option but you decide
I should stop hurting myself and say you’re experiencing pain
You must be messing with my mind and you think it’s all a game
Got me going insane form shame
Poke my veins until I can’t feel my brain
Practice aim and mark my body as yours
And praying to be with you
(Rek)
when i think of you its a narrowing path
our future is dead there is no bringing it back
your love for me has died, but mine still drifts
my memories are precious they my priceless gifts
but even tho with out you my life is shit
but no woman will ever drive me to slice my wrists
girl cant you remeber our romantic nights
i could see the love in your eyes when they catch the light
cant you see your my angel above
thats why ive spent evey second saving our love
you've put through pain ive taken enough
you told me life is a book, but the page's are tough
you only get one chance...and what we had was rare
id do anything i could to get us back to there
i wanna see you smile when you kissed and hugged me
but most of all i wanna see you smile cause you love me