The truth only in this...an open apology to my closest friend after I messed things up real proper like. Heh. Apparently it was good but I was still at a shit time lyrically.
Listen to my tracks for great porn
Young white English rapper, living in a small town in the country. I'm sure I'm representing the real Gs who hold shit down in some way.
Story behind the song
I was kind of upset.
Lyrics
Sometimes I just wanna set fire to the planet
Feel like I have had it to my head and higher with these faggots
I make one mistake and my friends turn bitch at me
The bastards eat candy, chew it up and spit the bits at me
They blank me out without hearing me out to discuss
I thought we were tight, that no-one was gona mess with us
You call me selfish, yeah right, thats richer than Elvis
Getting friends to say good shit though they never felt this
I've told you the situation in my mind, feeling's wise
If I seem like I don't care thats just me don't be surprised
I've screened out my emotions to help me cope
With the bullies it was either that or hang myself with rope and a pulley
If you let your feelings through then that just makes it worse
They don't just kick you all at once, slow down and start taking turns
But if I don't look upset I can still give a fuck
I can sympathise with others, hell, i've lived enough
So shut the fuck up, inside I can still feel for others
I'm not fucking evil I can be real with my brothers
I feel like I could cry tears, I known you for five years
And you think this shit of me and spit on me like I feared
How many times can I say I didn't mean that shit
What, I accidentally upset your friend and that's it?
What happened to being able to talk to me? Your bestest friend?
I don't believe you can really want to let this end
You mean we won't get to spend a year in the states?
And who's gonna help me out when I've got fear on my dates?
You can't just go way and leave me like this
I rap about you cos without you I'm shit
Fair enough dude, you got a right to be cross at me
I did an atrocity, but no animosity
If I was able to put back time and put things right I would
But its biried and done now, it's not like I could
I know you have a right in you to feel major hate
Come on and beat my ass like you did when we were age of eight
It really is funny how things turn out in the end, shit
You hated me man but never turned down my friendship
I've always felt that I kinda could confide in you
It's out of force of habit I feel that I should hide the truth
Remember those plans we made to be in the same sixth form?
You gonna break them cos of one thing? Wait, this is wrong
You have to forgive me, name any one thing-it's done
Or more than two things, gimme some things, mixed up
The more embarrasing it's gonna be the better
Just give me some instructions and I follow to the letter
You want me to run naked up the streets/
Shouting fuck the Police, Or whats your friend got up her sleeve?
I'll do it you'll see, just prove it to me
That we'll be cool again after you've made a fool bitch of me
I'm not kidding, I'll do anything to make it up
I could wet-shave on not the best day and take a cut
Just name your asking price-in money or deeds
We'll look back and laugh, it'll be funny to me
If you want me to see the error of my ways
Then I've seen it, believe me, I need you mate-do you need me?
