The first installment in our new 'Darkness Saga'. The 'Darkness Saga' will be a short series of 'songs' that represent our darker side, and will grant a more in depth look into the mind of The Perfekt Element. ~Wesley
hard rock
incubus
at the drivein
a7x
alabama based band
manson inspired
Story behind the song
This is the prequel to what was initially the original idea for the "Darkness Saga". In this short but sweet story we meet a boy who has fallen in love with a doll, but his mother wasn't too happy with her son's new infatuation...
~Written by: Casey Mena/ Produced by: Wesley Watson
Lyrics
Smiling at the thought that you’re finally feeling what I’ve been feeling all this time…
{DECAY}
This doesn’t get any better… The Haunt will continue to smother your false hopes and everlasting feelings of happiness… You smile back at me knowing that I am relieved by the pain that you are finally experiencing for yourself. I wonder…if maybe I can keep this going. If maybe…I’m wrong…maybe you’re right… No! You’re always right…but isn’t it about time to be wrong for once? I grow weary of this, but I maintain self-control… If you’re gone, I’m alone…again… I’m sick! Again…I suffer again. Yet if you stay, I still suffer the turmoil of your decisions, harsh words, and actions… I’m stuck, this isn’t how it should be… I began to question my own existence… Who am I? Out of touch, out of time…are we out of time? I no longer understand the emotions you are showing me. I’m confused by the vagueness of this. Maybe you’re smiling because you realize that I think I have the upper hand, yet you’re still in control…the whole time.
{DEFEAT}
I feel as if maybe I don’t know what I feel…I no longer feel. I just know that the more we say goodbye, the closer we come to the end.
{DEMISE}
As that soft smile runs away from your face and brings on that frown and look of abysmal absence, I see how beautiful you truly are. My pseudo-barbiedoll, my fallen angel… It looks as if you’ve won again… Who would’ve thought? Your skin feels cold, fridgid… It gives me chills…cold…I shiver.
{DISGUISE}
The contrast of your morbidly distant eyes lined in black and along, against your colorless pale skin is ambrosial, like the artificial mask of a saddened geisha… Your dollparts lie still… Why are you looking at me like that? Your eyes are interrogating me, where’s the trust?
{DEFORM}
My heart still as yours, broken and bleeding…
{DORMANT}
You have abandoned me… The knife sits idle in your chest as the blood oozes from your wound, pooling your cold body as it lies motionless and still. Your last breaths were moments ago… You now lie motionless with the exception of a few latent nervous twitches from time to time… There’s a tiny amount of dried blood crusted around your cold blue lips that sits as lonely as I…
{DELUSIONED}
You didn’t have to take her away from me, yet I lie here alone… My spit and your blood swirl together… You sicken me… Yet now you’re even more beautiful than before… She was mine. Her cold plastic body was the only love I’ve ever felt… Now it’s gone… And YOU had to take her… You killed [insert name]! You killed me…
{DISGUST}
You didn’t understand me like she did… Her plastic body lies deflated on the dirty floor… Lifeless as you are now… I’m empty now… Thanks for nothing…mother…thanks for nothing… I wither away....