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SORRY BUT,IT’S EATING AT MY HEART ANOTHER STORY OF MY LIFE
I REMEMBER IT SO CLEARLY I WAS NINE ALMOST EVERY SINGLE NIGHT WAKIN SHAKIN FULL OF FRIGHT THINKIN WILL I EVER GET A CHANCE TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE LIKE THE OTHER CHILDREN THAT I SEE LIVIN HAPPILY AROUND ME AND WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO SEE WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME THE MEANING OF THIS WORD.FAMILY I KNOW I’M PRETTY YOUNG BUT,I DON’T FEEL THAT IT WAS EVER MEANT TO BE IN MY VOCABULARY HOW COULD THIS BE IS IT JUST THAT I WAS NEVER MEANT TO BE A TRAGEDY WAS I JUST A MISHAP DID
EVILNESS CREATE ME I KNOW IT WAS’NT LOVE MY SO-CALLED PARENTS GAVE TO ME SO UNSURE IF I CAN FACE THIS WORLD ALONE WITH NO ONE GUIDING ME HOPING WHEN I’M OLDER THINGS ARE EASIER TO SEE
NOW MY EYES ARE DEEPLY DIVING INTO EVERYTHING AROUND ME AFTER LOCKING UP MY HEART I THREW AWAY THE ONLY KEY
DARKNESS IS SURROUNDING ME SUFFERING AND,GREED
EVEN THOUGH MY HEART WAS NEVER WOUNDED PHYSICALLY IT BLEEDS
EVERY SINGLE DAY THERE’S CARELESS PEOPLE PLANTING SEEDS BUT WHILE THEIR DOIN DO THEY EVER THINK ABOUT THE CHILDS NEEDS
MAYBE AFTER HEARING ME THEY’LL SEE THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDED ME DOES’NT HAVE TO BE THE VISION THAT YOUR CHILDREN SEE LOVE IS ALL THEY NEED YOU’RE THEIR LEADER WITHOUT HAPPINESS HOW WILL THEY SUCCEED
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ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW IS HELP YOU’RE CHILDREN GROW AND,
TEACH’EM HOW TO SHOW THE FEELINGS THAT YOU HOLD WITHIN
NO POINT IN GROWIN OLD WITH THE WORLD UPON YOU’RE SHOULDERS
FIGURE OUT YOU’RE PROBLEMS TIME TO LET THE BOULDERS ROLL THINK BACK UPON YOU’RE LIFE BEFORE YOU OVERLOAD AND SCOLD’EM
OPEN UP YOU’RE ARMS AND,HOLD’EM
FEEL’EM DEEP WITHIN YOU’RE SOUL
ALWAYS FEED’EM NICE THOUGHTS GIVE’M GOOD ADVICE AND,LET’EM KNOW THEY’RE NOT ALONE
TRUST ME I’M NOT HERE TO RECEIVE SYMPATHY FOR ME THIS IS
FOR THE CHILDREN BEING BORN OR YET TO BE….FOLLOW ME
IN THE FOOTSTEPS OF A HEARTFELT HUMAN BEING FULL OF KNOWLEDGE
MANY LESSONS I CAN TEACH IF YOU’LL ONLY OPEN UP YOUR EYES AS PARENTS TAKE THE TIME TO SEE THE WAY THAT YOU WERE TAUGHT TO BE IS NOT NECESARILY THE ONLY STRATEGY LISTEN TO ME CAREFULLY I’LL TAKE YOU ON A JOURNEY THROUGH MY PAST
I’LL SHOW YOU HOW YOUR CHILDREN CAN BE REACHED FIRST YOU NEED TO LOOK INTO YOUR OWN EYES REALIZE THE WAY THAT YOU WERE REACHED WAS NOT NECCESARILY THE WAY YOU WISHED YOUR
CHILDHOOD COULD TO BE
INDIRECTLY THIS MIGHT BE THE WAY THAT YOU WERE TAUGHT TO TEACH FOLLOW ME
I DON’T WANT TO SIT AND,PREACH BUT,
IF NO ONE ELSE IS STEPPIN UP I GUESS IT’S UP TO ME HERE’S IS TWO EXAMPLES HOW MY PARENTS TREATED ME MY DAD WAS ALWAYS WORKING AND,MY STEPMOM MADE IT CLEAR SHE HATED ME
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ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW IS HELP YOU’RE CHILDREN GROW AND,
TEACH’EM HOW TO SHOW THE FEELINGS THAT YOU HOLD WITHIN
NO POINT IN GROWIN OLD WITH THE WORLD UPON YOU’RE SHOULDERS
FIGURE OUT YOU’RE PROBLEMS TIME TO LET THE BOULDERS ROLL THINK BACK UPON YOU’RE LIFE BEFORE YOU OVERLOAD AND SCOLD’EM
OPEN UP YOU’RE ARMS AND,HOLD’EM
FEEL’EM DEEP WITHIN YOU’RE SOUL
ALWAYS FEED’EM NICE THOUGHTS GIVE’M GOOD ADVICE AND,LET’EM KNOW THEY’RE NOT ALONE
I HATE YOU
SHE TOLD ME TO MY FACE ALL I WANTED WAS A PARENT TO EMBRACE
THIS IS NOT THE PLACE FOR ANY LITTLE CHILDS MIND TO BE NOW IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE THE SADNESS ON MY FACE THEN FOR SURE YOU’D FEEL MY MISERY
MY FATHER NEVER TAUGHT ME TO BE STRONG SO,AT SCHOOL ALL DAY LONG KIDS WERE PICKING ON ME EVENTUALLY IT KILLED MY SELF ESTEEM I CLOSED MY HEART TO EVERYONE THIS WAS’NT FARE TO ME NOW I COULD’NT HELP BELIEVING THAT I WAS’NT MEANT TO BE ARE YOU HEARING WHERE I’M COMING FROM LISTEN
TO ME PLEASE MONEY’S NOT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING FOR YOUR FAMILY ACTUALLY IT’S MORE LIKE A DISEASE CALLED GREED ALL YOU NEED IS TIME AND,A LITTLE BIT OF LOVE LET YOUR CHILDREN KNOW THAT WHEN YOU’RE GONE IT’S THEM YOU’RE THINKING OF THAT’S ALL IT TAKES STOP MAKING THESE MISTAKES DONT BE SO AFRAID OF CHANGE…TRY APPLYING WHAT YOUR HEARING SEE THE DIFFERENCE THAT IT MAKES FOR Y