The title says it all..
beat by Johnny Mixxxx
jack
experimental music
alternative rap
doc
salvation
Lyrics
All the things in my life that I tried to hide
The secrets I keep that are buried deep inside
The lies I’ve told that are dying to get out
I know you all know what I’m talking about
The secrets you keep from everyone you know
The nights you’ve cried over lies you’ve told
Some days I’m lost over how I lost my soul
Sometimes I’m here but never here in full
Insanity reigns in all of it’s supremacy
Integrity dies so will I die honorably
Profanity tries to always overcome me
Intensely I will lose my soul you’ll see
So much pain inside that I need to let out
You know exactly what I’m talking about
A fear to succeed, I just want to survive
The only thing I need to do is keep alive
My dreams have only lately been a fucking blur
The smiles I show that hide me from the world
Every year I seem to lose another fucking friend
I swear that broken hearts are made to mend
I will live on no matter what the cost
I will remember the wars I've lost
I need no reasons to stay alive
I will live through the lies I hide
I will live on no matter what the cost
I will remember the wars I've lost
I need no reasons to stay alive
I will live through the lies I hide
Closed the doors that are holding me fast
Opened my mind to the pains of my past
Closed my soul to these igniting pains
Opened my heart to this life’s new gains
Round and round my mind is flowing true
Not sure what insanity it holds for you
Feelings inside searching for an out
So what the hell is this life all about
The feelings I feel that I cannot hide
My heart beats like a drum deep inside
My mind is screaming to let it all out
But my fear still holds my soul in doubt
I see the teardrops falling from the skies
I know the rain comes pouring from your eyes
The clouds have covered all my minds intent
My thoughts hide the sunshine that you've sent
I will live on no matter what the cost
I will remember the wars I've lost
I need no reasons to stay alive
I will live through the lies I hide
I will live on no matter what the cost
I will remember the wars I've lost
I need no reasons to stay alive
I will live through the lies I hide
The world means nothing when times are lost
Why try so hard to live on at any cost
There's no reasons left in life to stay alive
But yet we struggle everyday just to survive
I feel so fake inside my broken soul
Nothing left in life to make me whole
It seems I keep on living out this lie
I keep asking myself why should I even try
I will live on no matter what the cost
I will remember the wars I've lost
I need no reasons to stay alive
I will live through the lies I hide
I will live on no matter what the cost
I will remember the wars I've lost
I need no reasons to stay alive
I will live through the lies I hide