this is about wat i have inside of me...depression and how i deal with it
Well, like I said, I'm the only person, right now im a solo act, tryin to get a record deal in the game. I write lyrics endlessly, you can ask anyone I kn
Wat up, a year later and im back in da scene, im working on my second album right now with my first single which is about to drop soon entitled "the world against me" so keep a look out for it. Keep a look out for My Revelation, comin out soon.
Story behind the song
well, it is about the stress and the hardships i faced in life, my friends' deaths, outcasted from my family...
Lyrics
Song: Trapped
Artist:Jay
Always thought my dreams would come out true
Never thought things went down like the shit on my shoe
I would always be like this, it burns in my mind
No way to change, no way to go back in time
Death’s one way to go, the easy way out
The fuck with this shit, I take my own route
Anger shows up when it comes to war
Pollution in my body, it fiends for more
Dysfunctional thoughts corrupting my mind
Where friends don’t care, wont commit some time
Envious greed, swallow me whole
Unbinding sadness wont let go
Let me ask you a question, do you thank god for his blessin
Have you ever thought of all the sins you be confessin
Use to thought I had a chance, used to think I could
Rejection continuing, as the way it should
(Chorus 2x)
Trapped in depression, locked up inside
No one to hear my soundless cry
Repented by others, forgottin by such
Truthfully lately, I just don’t give a fuck
Alone in the dark, with thoughts in my head
Ive thought of what happened, wat has been said
The beauty of friend ship whichs make others hate ya
I aint that way, but only by nature
Like skipping stones, my mind wanders plenty
I stopped long ago, but yet they still tempt me
If they read my mind, then they would see
the struggles I had in life, is the way its gonna be
with sorrow in my heart, and depression in my spirit
the closes blood next to me don’t wanna get near it
the life story of the one and only thug
things turn shit by the thought of taking drugs
I live life, don’t know where its gonna go
little recovery, that’s all I know
Disrespect is used merely as a key
The girl in my pictures is where I wanna be
(Chorus 2x)
Locked down to the core, but my heart wont sore
I fiend for that person, I fiend for more
Taking space in my mine, thinking non stop
In hoped of not making my dark heart flop
Just talking to you it gives me strength
For that Ill show you all of my thanks
No where to go, so I stay at home
Just sitting there talking on the phone
Im the one outcast in my bloodside
Grew up alone, I turn thug side
Let ask you a question, know who I be
j-a-y, im the king of mcs
I thank the lord, that we had a chance to meet
You knocked me off the wall, got me to my feet
But a thugs a thug, and you know how we roll
Doing personal business right on the down low
(Chorus 4x)
