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Story behind the song
Depression
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Dear family and friends here I stand at the end
So Broken and hopeless losing hold on my focus
I’m Cold and so homesick alone and I’m so pissed
Wanna hold you and slow kiss I’m hoping you know this
This soldier will be so missed frozen and so stiff,
I gotta say goodbye now, as I open my own wrist
So Let this the bleeding begin as I breath in this sin
I was laying and praying just believing in him
Started seeing my kin, my grandfather and brother
Said they was watching over me and my mother
As all the revern ate we approached heavens gates
Guarded by seven snakes it was so hard to accept my fate
It was So hard to believe this in the cold of the night
Then they introduced me to jesus and he showed me my life
And How I grew from fetus till I was knowing my wife
How evil knew to deceive us now im holding that knife
Its hard to believe with a heart that deceives
In these hardened streets it takes all of me
And all of these leaves fall from autums trees
While I think of suicide, all apologies
Shit the reaper is pissed a noose gripping my neck
Slits deep in my wrist im blue and dripping in sweat
They say death is certain I confess im hurting
In this mess so stressed ill just rest in dirt then
The sight that I gain is internal I stand straight
The night and the rain is eternal this man breaks
I fight the flames an infernal a damned fate
And write my pain in my journal like anne frank
Cold we drop slow we seen what rules apply
A road of potholes and demons who will lie
Approach the crossroads and dream of suicide
Known as lost souls we scream and choose to die
Life stained by seven sins all we face is trouble
Sustained November winds we trace our rubble
Thru pain comes relevance so we graced with struggles
So rain is heaven sent god placed these puddles
Its hard to believe with a heart that deceives
In these hardened streets it takes all of me
And all of these leaves fall from autums trees
While I think of suicide, all apologies
Its colder this season my soul is just bleeding
Its snowing and freezing unknown was a reason
I rose to my feet and just stroll thru these beatings
Im slowing my breathing just know that im leaving
I got hip to the game so sick of the pain
Sick visions of living now theres slits in my vein
I crawl deeper in hell to fall asleep in my cell
I seen more fucking death then the grim reaper himself
When theres nothing left except something less
And death becomes me so I become death
I write this once righteous from lightless land
Goodnight kiss with slice wrist now lifeless man
Now upon my knees and I no longer breath
In took to long to see that in lifes chess board
That pawn was me now I gotta leave
So the gods can grieve, all apoligies
