Ive felt like giving up recently.. This is when i wrote this song.. Some deep lyrical content..
hiphop
metal
eminem
gothic
dark
satanic
devil
uk
death
sadness
insane
real music
meaningful lyrics
horrorcore
disses
necro
tech n9ne
murder
violence
killing
king gordy
psychotic
abuse
depressive
Story behind the song
Had a lot of sh** to get through recently.. its finally over though... This song was wrote through that hard time
Lyrics
One eye stays open from one day to the next
Watchin for these motherf*** ers biting at my neck
Watchin and waiting is draining my soul dry
My own eyes dont lie , i'll never see the sunrise
Seen so many tricks no one can pull the stops
Im tired of switchin homes, losing friends and starting new jobs
Life holds no thrills, screaming till my throat kills
Ive got so tired of seeing my mom so f*** in ill
Life keeps draining her and the rest of my family
A newly born anatomy marks another fatality
Torturing us with nothing but slow pain, slow shame
Well known people turn into gravestones with no names
Ive seen everything leading to anything i could fear
Leaving me askin the question " Why Was I Put Here?!"
Every moment is hopeless, a future lies broken
With its eyes open , it cant see me choking
Everybodies crushing this life that im making
Everybodies keeps on tryna suffocate me...
I CANT TAKE THIS...
Everybody cant speak unless theyre f*** in lying
I cant do this, cant keep on trying
I CANT TAKE THIS
FUCK, Help me exhale
My own bloody past is leadin to a new trail
It cant free me from life at all
My heads tryna walk but my mind likes to crawl
I sit waiting for my heart to fail on the next beat
I start a job knowing i'll be walking out of it next week
Coming back to a broken home of frozen souls
When will this ice melt around me? Well i guess no one knowz
Destined for an early grave , I move in certain ways
Waking up to another f*** in morning being cursed today
I dont see why i keep on trying
When this cruel world will get off just to see me dying
Help me please i keep on falling
Calling out to the people ignoring
Every single call i make
Ive taken all that i can take...
Everybodies crushing this life that im making
Everybodies keeps on tryna suffocate me...
I CANT TAKE THIS...
Everybody cant speak unless theyre f*** in lying
I cant do this, cant keep on trying
I CANT TAKE THIS