TWO SONGS IN ONE... TWO TRACKS... TO BEATS... TO DIFFERENT FEELINS...
[OVER PROTECTIVE]
ALL MY LIFE... IVE BEIN LIKE THIS...
I DONT THINK ILL CHANGE...
AND IT AINT THE LACK OF TRUST
BUT THE FEAR TO GET HURT...
ONCE AGAIN... DONT TAKE THIS WRONG
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.. AND I NEED YOU...
[VERSE]
IT ALL STARTED, WHEN I FIRST LIKED GURLS
I WAS YUNG... 10 YEARS OLD WHEN I STARTED TO FLIRT
I WAS OVER PROCTIVE ABOUT THEM GURLS
WHEN AM DOWN WITH ONE, SHE BECOMES MY WHOLE WORLD
I LOOK UP TO HER... N TRY TO MAKE HER HAPPY
AS LONG AS SHE DOES WHAT I SAY, SHE WILL HAVE TRUST IN ME
CUZ I AINT LOOKIN FOR ANOTHER HEART BREAK
NOT ANOTHER FALSE ALARM AS A 'LOVE-FAKE'
I LOOK AT MY GURL, STRAIGHT IN TO HER EYES
LOOKIN DEEP INSIDE, TO SEE IF SHE GOES SOMETHIN TO HIDE
BUT SHES A PROFESSIONAL, A 'WISE GUY IN THE WORLD OF LIES'
HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THE TRUTH WITH ALL THEM SIGNS
SEE, U DIDNT GIVE ME NO REASON TO THINK OTHERWISE
I WOULD OF NEVER BELIEVE YOU WOULD REALLY MAKE ME CRY
MY SOUL AND MY HEART, ARE URS FOR THE TAKIN
BUT ON JAN. 23TH U ENDED UP BREAKIN
BREAKIN YOUR PROMISES BREAKIN YOUR TRUST
... OVER ANOTHER CAT THAT ONLY SEES U FOR LUST...
SHIT RUNNIN TO MY MIND...
THINKIN, WONDERIN... WHO U WITH THIS TIME...
ARE U LYIN TO ME...
WILL U CONTINUE COMIN BACK TO ME
WILL U KEEP UR PROMISES AS U SAY U DO
WILL U HURT ME INSTEAD OF ME HURTIN YOU?
SEE LASTNIGHT I WAITED ALL AFTER NOON FOR YOUR TEXT
I STARED AT MY CELLPHONE ALL DAY, FOR UR MESSAGE
BUT NOTHIN CAME TRU.. TILL ABOUT 10 PM TELLIN ME U WERE HEADIN HOME
SAY U WOULD CALL WHEN U GOT HOME, SO I JUST WAITED ALL ALONE
MINDNIGHT STRUCK... AND U STILL HADNT CALLED ME
SO I CALLED YOU, AND UR MOM ANSWERED ME, TELLIN U WERE IN THE SHOWER
SO I LAY DOWN ON MY BED...
WITH ALL THIS HURTIN THOUGHTS ON MY HEAD
I KEPT TELLIN MYSELF, NA UR BETTER THAN THAT
U WOULD HURT ME, I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT...
I KNOW U WOULD OF TOLD ME IF U EVER DID SOMETHIN BAD
SO I KEPT ON TRUSTIN YOU, WITHOUT GETTIN MAD...
---> second beat <---
YOUR HURT ME WORST THAN ANYONE BEFORE
YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PUNK FOR THE TRUST I GAVE
NOW I AM SITTIN HERE THINKIN... EVERYNITE
WHO IN THE FUCK U WITH THIS TIME...
[VERSE]
I COULDNT BELIEVE WHAT THE FUCK I READ
I DIDNT WANNA GET HURT AGAIN, I RATHER BE DEAD
BUT I FUCKEN TRUSTED YOU WITH ALL MY FUCKEN HEART
KARMA CAME BACK TO ME AND TORE ME APART...
I LOOKED UP AT MY WALL, WHERE UR NAME STANDS
AND WONDERED IF I RUSH TO FAST ON BECOMIN UR MAN
I LET MY GAURD DOWN, N BELIEVIN IN UR EVERY FUCKEN WORD
HOW U LOVED ME TRUSTED ME AND I WOULDNT GET HURT
I FUCKEN LOVE YOU, SO I GAVE YOU MY SOUL....
BUT NEVER IN MY MIND DID I THINK U WOULD BE SO FUCKEN COLD
EVERYTHIN IN MY LIFE, REVOLVED AROUND YOURS
I MADE COMMIMENTS THAT I WASNT EVEN READY FOR
USUALLY I AM THE ONE, THAT ENDS UP FUCKIN UP..
AND IF NOT I WAS ALWAYS SMART ENOUGH TO BE DUCKIN 'EM
BUT IN THIS CASE... I DIDNT EVEN SEE IT COMIN
AND U WERENT BRAVE ENOUGH TO EVEN TELL ME NOTHIN...
SO NOW IN MY MIND, I AM ALWAYS THINKIN IF U TALK TO HIM
WONDEIRN IF U WOULD EVER GO BACK OUT WITH 'EM
IN UR HEART, U TELL ME NO
AND I WANNA BELIEVE YOU BUT ITS TO HARD TO BELIEVE SO...
TRUST IS A MAJOR FACTOR IN A RELATIONSHIP
SINCE OURS IS HURTIN... WHATS THEIR LEFT TO KEEP...
[HOOK]
SHIT RUNNIN THREW MY MIND...
I DIDNT KNWO WHAT TO DO THIS TIME
SO I KEPT ON THINKIN THINKIN..
WONDERIN WHO U WERE SNEAKIN SNEAKIN