a girl just said she doesn't love me,n i started writing, 8 pages later i had a song
You’d better go to the man that lovers you
Well it must be hard to decide
If you have no idea what I am talking about
And if there is no truth I can always tell you what you should know
You gotta believe me; you’ll see it’ll show
You can do it your way promise me you’ll hide it from me
Cuss I’m not someone who can deal with stuff like that
I guess I’ll stop going to sleep, trying to meet people I know
It’s a lie that all shines, so I decided to let it all go
If you stop trying it all seems so much easier
No stress no pain no trying to be the same
As someone who is doing it all wrong
Thanks for opening my eyes
If I’m gone, I’ll be gone
It’s the twilight where I am, the coffee six or seven
The music on the background, the soothing voices in my ear
The rain against the window, the headlines in the paper
The shivers down my spine that supposed to make me look so clever
And that’s something I am not, trumpets, all I hear
Will this be the end of all my fear?
Will I finally be released or will I just be at the beginning
The beginning of all what’s new, and all what’s old
Won’t be, was never
Will I lay down at the moment and let it come all over me
And will I be alone, trying to deal with everything
As I’m speaking into emptiness
At people that do not want to hear
If I’m failing or I’m thriving
I just want to get outta here
But there’s no escaping the mind, no alcohol, no drugs
No cigarettes, no guns that can deal with the thoughts
And when everything comes down to one single fact
It’s time to go down, to drown, in the river of lost tracks
Well this road is nothing more than some billboards in the desert
And everywhere you follow it; it’s all nowhere, never
Nothing no hopes no lies, just thoughts, no smiles
Even not the empty ones, even not the useless ones
So it’s the mind in the purest form
No bones no skin, just the mind
No flesh, no wounds, just the mind
But it’s too much to handle
Too much for one man to bear, but if the loneliness is over
I’ll be anything I dare
But when you dare nothing there’s no way you can go
If the summertime is calling there is nothing left to know
It’s the wintertime that sooths me when there’s ice on the soul
When every one sometimes seems to be alone
If I’m writing and I’m writing I am writing all day long
To forget what I’m seeing, to feel the cold, getting it wrong
Cuss it’s no pain that you’re offering, it’s the time that I take
To see things different, when everything stays the same
It’s those days that I don’t wanna know what the ones I love think
Cuss then there’s only you, trying to get up the stairs
You’re trying to get up, trying for no one but yourself
When maybe sometimes it’s all it takes
Is there one man lonelier, stuck on the streets?
When the cold is telling so much but nothing what you need
And now the dark is rising singing an unknown song
But calling for the lonely ones, brother, they’re already gone
Cuss when everything is lying in a world of constant fraud
It’s the sorrow that is rising making you forget what you’ve been taught
In memories it’s all happening so wouldn’t it be nice
To forget what you’ve been doing all your life?
You forget what you should say sorry for when you’re explaining what you’re gonna do
There’s no one you’ll be missing, but that’s another chapter for me and you
So if I ran out of money and there’s nothing left to steal
I’ll find my own misery left at sea
Where the sky has no limits when you don’t think about it too much
It’s the hunger for knowing that makes the lies appear as such
In drunken days you’ll discover, there isn’t much to know
Cuss if you know you’re dying, well what is it good for?
I don’t wanna know anything, cuss then you’re only searching for more
And you’re constantly reminded you know nothing you ignore
And the pain is just a side effect but a r