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Author
Epicballa
Uploaded
April 18, 2003
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Lyrics
I've never been the one to lay aside of reality
I've never been the one to realize all this chemistry
And though I've never been, inside of your mind
I can analyze grey spots the lies left behind
To all my loved ones, past, present and future
Forget all my thoughts, act like I never knew ya
Cause the reason for running was the reason for bleeding
When this demon's unleashed, that's the reason for fleeing
To the past I apologize for all the lies scattered
Though you never got to know me, please remember all that mattered
The present has to watch me while a new dawn awaits
You'll see me falling or rising, see the new gone to hate
Future lives with me, I don't envy your position
'Cause no matter what's the cause, causing trouble's my religion
through all the shit i been in try to remain strong
through all the lies and sinnin felt that i've never belonged
be a fiend til i'm gone but yet my mind is at ease
know i'll never be truly free until my souls in the breeze
funny how time passes by when you got nowhere to go
though i got goals, never tried to follow that road
life story unfolds, pick away at abnormalities
red tape surrounds me, held down by the formalities
been through rough seas gave me memories from scars
i cherish these because i know theyll keep me away from harm
so many days gone but i don't dwell on the past
cause if i stay too long im not sure if my mind'll last
so i move forward, stay away from places that i've been
catch a leaf flowin, take a trip in the wind
Breathe in, breathe out, let the cycle take form
Behind enemy lines, a mother's cry sets the norm
I create paradoxes out of similarities
I exclude everyone, except all entities
Take my hand, we'll leave this world erasing all traces
lived my life from lie to lie let the truth change places
So breathe in, breathe out, freak in, freak out
There's no-one beside you, don't try to reach out
I lift every purpose till the goals are undone
I leave every answer take the question along
To whatever's up above, come back down under
Erase your creation, perform the 8th wonder
What's the intention, the end is drawing near
Breathe in, hold that, let the cycle disappear
the course i steer is unknown, the plan never shown
sometimes i lose control and feel the chill in my bones
the seeds thats sewn never seem to grow, theres no light
sometimes i cant take it, all the despair in daily sight
so many sleepless nights enduring the pain of the world
a wingless bird takes flight, hear the cries a girl
my head starts to swirl at all the contradictions in life
some kill for oil, some make the ultimate sacrifice
so i breath in, breath out, let the cycle take form
feel blessed everytime i see the sun at the dawn
know someday ill be gone so i cherish every second
when the gods beckon, ill go easy, no stressin
never find me restin, always tryna find me a gleam
go against the grain, break away from the seams
I've got too many dreams and a nightmare ahead
Life's getting unstable and my heart's pumping death
Got no education, no plan, just life
Find my own reality, lay back just strife
To bring back the essence of lessons in the present
Too many sessions got questions, no message
That's why I keep things complicated
Cause simple shit ends up false or highly overrated
I stated before, life's not what you make it
It's the internal war, you chose to keep it or brake it
Now stake's getting low, we try to get this world to grow
We destroy all that's left and build it up again to show
That however mighty is the one who gave us first breath
We're the gods ourselves, try to take away what's left
even in death i try to find a way to live
in sub consciousness relive the days of a kid
exude the power within as Im recitin my might
take hold of the mic and let it breath my life
strife and struggle, the pain rains down above ya
try to hustle, but I stay one step from wonders
hear th
