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Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #685
Peak in subgenre #72
Author
ChaneReactioN/Cynikal Productions
Rights
Ownage inc./Cynikal Productions
Uploaded
November 12, 2005
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MP3 3.9 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Story behind the song
my "love life"
Lyrics
Let me just start this by sayin that when I'm layin down,
Prayin, all the things that I'm sayin are blazin me towards,
The next day, an', if I can be a man and stand for,
The wrongs in my hand, due to my hand, then if I just can,
Atone for this and, that, and, let them know that this is me,
And this is the man I've chosen to be, not been damned to you see,
Look past all the controversy surroundin and drownin me,
Holdin me down til I cant breathe or even see, must be,
Nice livin', the easy life, see my life is rife,
With strife and trife, til I contemplate hate with this knife,
Carvin A's and S's and K's with the blade, why do I play this game,
There's no easy way out and no easy way to spout out the things I should say,
Why can't I just say, what I've got to say? Too much on my plate?
Take it away, I can't stand to have it in my face, plain disgrace,
Let me erase the tracks that I've made and the path that I've blazed,
Tonight I'm gonna atone for all the mistakes that I've made...
wasted existance, laced full of sickness,
Twisted this giftedness, I cant witness,
All the shit that I've caused, I guess this is,
The final straw on the back, final curtain call for this Act,
I cant stand anymore, I gotta get my heart back...
The wrongs that I've righted seem to go unseen in silence,
While I try, oh I try to get by, tryna make you all realize,
It's, not a game that I play, this is real life here today,
And each day there's a way, for me to relay,
The message I gotta say, yet each night I just lay,
Down in my bed and just drown, in all the sounds in my head of this town,
And down pill after pill tryin to outweigh pain with medicine,
My head begins to spin and then they wear off and I see that,
Again, i stand at the crossroads tryin to plan where my heart goes,
But I know, that this boat is slowly startin to unfloat,
And my bloated head is gonna end up gettin me dead,
Yet I stand here with the message unsaid,
MY scroll left unread, I guess I know what is next....
::HOOK::
The message this text has been tryin to get at,
Is that, I need to step back, and unpack,
And get my life back, the life that,
I had back in the past... Yeah I liked that,
So I might have, to say goodbye to you guys,
You know why, so don't cry, and dont bring a tear to an eye,
I know I must be confusin you guys, but the thing is that I...
I love her more than she'll ever know, more than I'll ever be able to show,
So I... must... go and show the best that I can, that I am a man,
And that I'm a man of my words, And my words have chosen her,
I'm sorry that you're, all caught in the middle of this,
But it all hit me again the moment we kissed....
I may have wasted some instants,
And played games with some infants,
But I beg for fogiveness for wastin your kisses,
The fact is, my business is crooked and I need to go fix this,
So I'm goin' back to the girl I have been missin...
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