Quirky little verses followed by a chaotic chorus of sonic anarchy.
heavy grunge noise angry
Story behind the song
I wrote this song in the brief period of time that I lived with my mother before I moved into the apartment with Krystle. Late Autumn/early winter of 2003.
Lyrics
i lie awake at night and i try to die inside but when i begin to cry i feel so much more alive.
i am so afraid that i am not afraid and i wait up for days for what you took and what you gave.
i shot you for the last time and it was fucking nice but you didnt cry. next time your eyes are mine i will split an inch into your perfect spine and you shine in the night and you shiver and shake it dry but its the god damn motherfucking last time i look in your eyes and see the light.