Self explanitory
Story behind the song
A bad day led to a song...
Lyrics
For all the people who have cared, if shit goes wrong,
Just know you?re the reason that I lived so long,
I?m trying to fight though I lose day and night yo,
Living to write but my whole life?s a typo,
Fire inside but my mic is ice cold,
Tonight?s the night oh, my life might go,
Put a gat to my head, or a knife to my wrists,
Take my life with a slit, end tonight with a clip,
If I?m bleeding let it hurt, when I pleaded no one heard,
So I?m leaving this earth, there?s no reason in words,
You can?t see what its worth, cuz what seems to be worse,
Then to sleep in a hearse, Is being me from the birth,
I?ll be packing a nine, With a Mac on my side,
If I crack in the mind, then the gats at my eye,
If I snap then I die, if I collapse will you cry,
With a passion in your eyes, a compassion in your life,
If I passed to the sky, said my last of goodbyes,
Would you crash with a sigh, would you laugh and be fine?
Would you pass with no strife, or be fast to be wifed,
Well behalf of my life, let me spare with this knife,
I can say that I?m sorry for who cared for my life,
Let me swear to the sky, as the darkness surrounds,
I will park in the ground so I?m not to be found,
I can hop out of town, I?ll keep falling to down,
Let me sink to the bottom, as I swallow and drowned,
Hear my sound as I say my suicide is profound,
I?m trying to fight though I lose day and night yo,
Living to write but my whole life?s a typo,
Fire inside but my mic is ice cold,
Tonight?s the night oh, my life might go,
(Suicide)
I?m trying to fight though I lose day and night yo,
Living to write but my whole life?s a typo,
Fire inside but my mic is ice cold,
Tonight?s the night oh, my life might go,
(Suicide)
As I?m taking these pills, never faking the ill,
Aint just making a thrill, cuz I take ?em to kill,
Hit my face with a drill; take it straight to my grill,
I got chances in hell, so I?m taking the spill,
I?m a thug to be maimed, take a slug to the brain,
Taking drugs till I faint, come unplugged from the strain,
Life is tough full of pain, it?s too rough to sustain,
I got love for the game, but can?t fuck with the fame,
I just must be insane, all this stuff can?t explain,
Got enough to contain, all the love I?ve obtained,
Losing bluffs facing shame makes me fucking inane,
I?ve been mugged I?ve been played, I?ve been stuck in the bane,
So I leave with a shot, let me bleed let me drop,
I?ll proceed to just rot, past the greed that I?ve got,
Let me see what I?m not, all the pleads I?ve forgot,
All the reasons I had which all seem to be lost,
All the messes I?ve faced, in my chest in my base,
The depressed that I?ve braced, all the stress is erased,
I?ve been blessed I?ve been brave, in my quest as a slave,
Now what?s left I can say, let me rest in my grave,