This song is about my ex-girlfriend.
hiphop
rap
j flow
unsigned rap artist
Story behind the song
This song is about my ex-girlfriend, pretty self explanatory.
Lyrics
I try to move on, but I’m not going anywhere
Because I still care, I close my eyes and you’re still there
Tellin lies, to my face right in front of me
My stomach’s so empty, but I’m not hun-gr-y
Look at what you’ve done to me, I’m fallin apart
I say I hate you, but don’t feel the same in my heart
I start to drop and tears begin to fall
You say that you’re there, but you’re not anywhere at all
You call less often, I’m wrecked and my voice softens
But before long I can’t speak, instead I’m coughin
Cryin, tryin to cope with pain
I tell you that I’m better, but I mope the same
And before long you hang up and I’m hurt a-gain
I swear this isn’t fair
You no longer say you love me, you just say you care
I never knew that love could wear n tear
Til it’s no longer there
Hook (2x):
I gotta let my song cry, my song cry cuz you’re gone why? I know it’s wrong I..
Can’t believe what this has torn into
They say time heals all, but the mourning continues
I gotta let my song cry, my song cry cuz you’re gone why? I know it’s wrong I..
Can’t believe what this has torn into
They say love heals all, but the mourning continues
Who would believe
That something so happy, could leave and make you grieve
On the last day of school, I had to watch you walk away
It’s like you’re so far, yet you live like a block away
You hurt me so I try’n block away, all this pain and hard ache
You made my heart ache, shake and break so I take
A step forward cuz you were my past time
In every note I meant every word, down to the last line
In every song, down to the last rhyme, you did the same.. but your ass lyin
I’m past cryin I’m looking at a bright future, but without you baby
I’m goin crazy, my head’s spinnin in a rotation
Know matter where I am, no matter what the location
While I’m on vacation here in Cancun
I think about you all the time, night morning and noon
Thinkin if we ever get back together… it better be damn soon
Hook 2x
Why did you leave me so? I need to know, I’d bleed to show
Exactly how much I care ‘n love you, to me.. there’s no one above you
I can forgive but I can’t forget.. all the good times before we split
How you looked cuz it’s like everything you wore just fit, I’d say your perfect
I remember how you drew ‘n wrote, how you’d write ‘I love you’ in notes
How you wrote my name on a thong, the way you’d sing a song
And even though I was embarrassed, you’d get me to sing along
The way we danced, loved each other and romanced, with the odds against us we took a chance, I fell for you from the first glance like I was in a trance
In baseball how you threw ‘n hit, but no more games cuz I’m through with it
No more call on 8:15 with the “Hey baby, what’s up”-n-all
How we use to laugh ‘n all
They say nothins perfect.. I guess that’s true after all
Cuz if we didn’t have memories.. we’d be nothing at all
So I’m movin on.. I packed ya stuff-n-all
Hook 2x
My song cries cuz my songs represent my feelings, I cry for healings but my heart is hurt
It’s broken and I can’t get it to start ‘n work, I guess I don’t have the tools to fix it, I either don’t carry the ingredients, or just don’t know how to mix it, my decisions are twisted… I’m sorry I didn’t go to your last baseball game, but now I’m glad I missed it
I looked at you with reverence, but then you left me.. I haven’t been better ever since
Did things I’d never sense, saw things I thought I’d never see
Came to things I thought it’d never be, you don’t want me… fine, I’ll let it be
Cuz like my best friend said to me, you’re dead to me, and that’ll forever be