this song is pretty serious, for me..its about my dad..accual events and my feelings towards him...take seriosuly
Story behind the song
Just some shit about what my dad put me thru and what he did..and so on
Lyrics
(verse one)
come on baby, lets go for a ride through my vocab
i have ta show you something that i learnt from my dad
he taught it to me as he use ta beat my mothers ass
as he dragged her across the grass then back in the house
as i sat on the couche
speachless as she got smacked in the mouth
then she kicked him back,kicked him out
then took him back,i was like,look at that,thats what loves is all about
and then he'd beat my ass when i dared tried to help
so i didn't,i just hid in the kitchen by myself
or ran to my room,and hid deep inside the shelf
as he dragged her by the skelp down the street,she would shout
and all the neighbours new exactly how and when to help
and what it was about,but no one came out
a bunch of fuckin cowards,sittin back watchen this
like they couldnt call the cops or even try stoppin it
i mean he would feed us and buy us what we needed
but as soon as we never succeeded he would beatus
back to feetus,and treat us lke a grown man,hit us wit a close hand
thats my old man,i wish i got stuck inside of the trojan
fuck,cuz my mind is exploden,hit me i the face,hit me in the gut
laughen out loud when i fall from grace,thats my dad,cuz he never gave a fuck about us
Chorus
(never gave a fuck scribbled about)
(verse two)
i wish i was never born,cuz ill feel forever torn
from a better life that i coulda got from a better man
cuz i let him in,side of my head,now i wish i were just dead
im getten tired of the shit that he says
every dam day,i need a better family
imma move away on an island by myself and land me some dam wealth
to make me succeed,now a days
i just wanan sleep thru his power faze
cuz he made me believe that life was bumpin
but it really isn't he's just grumpy
but i'll never wonder if he loves me
i know he does,he shows me love
eveytime he yells and throughs a fuss over us
its becuase he is scared that were growen up
and were gonna go an fuck,oursleves up before we know watsup
so he's showen us
that were old enough to hold our nuts
chorus
(never gave a fuck scribbled about)
(verse three)
now that im getten older, he's just getten colder
meaner as he grows,as if,his kids are his fows
he doesnt even talk to his sister,barely talks to his folkes
and his socks bare the blisters that he got from walkin on the throats
of anyone at anytime,and in his mind for some reason he's always right
no matter the situation he is placed in or the consequences he is facen
i swear he his jason before jason drowned
his face in the water and never to be found
and i love him,deep down i really do,but all in all he's a silly dude
extremly rude,always checken out the youngest chicks wit the hugest boobs
and yes i can admit,that he does by me shit
but he's not there on a basic father level
if i would have to guess,i'd say he's the devil
always cussen and cursen,but i guess he's just under stress
but why is he always pissed,walkin wit a closed fist
he thinks i dont notice the bullshit that he puts me thru,but i do
and i never gave a fuck