BEAT BY: SINIMA @ soundclick.com/sinima
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Story behind the song
this is about the fact that life is nothing more than a moment and a choice of how to feel at that time.we can do what we want with it.....provided you have a functional brain
Lyrics
My name is chris and,I want to tell you this
There’s many precious moments All around us getting missed
As a child through my misery I wished
I could crush the world inside my tiny palms
Trembling in my fists got me raged and,feeling pissed
Just the opposite of bliss love is all I really missed
Lonely road now I’m older I’m no longer feeling cold
Every moment I advance won’t be missin any chance
There’s no way I’m growing old every day I’m gettin younger
No time to waste on those who turn on ya
I dug myself from under every rock that I was under
Of course it was’nt fun to but, the only way to undo
Anything we go through in our lives that causes pain
Isn’t feeling lonely I know the way to gain
from you’re pain is take a breath accept that death
is always lurking just around the corner
take the best from what you’ve learned and,let the rest go
I more than get the jist of why everybody’s pissed
take a better look around you if you can’t trust yourself trust this
after everything I’ve learned there’s no secret to be found
how come….it seems like no one wants look in my eyes
how come….this ain’t a fuckin disguise
you won’t see nothing but,the truth
no lies all I wanna do is ride with you people
but,the misery you suffer in is bottled up inside
what’s the point in tryin to hide it does it make you feel alive
might as well be dead
what’s the point in going forward if you know it’s where you’ve been
everyday I feel for ya I wish with every breath
that the touch of death would tap you on the shoulder
seems that close to never is the only time that people ever feel alive
drive is only possible by switchin gears to forward
that’s what I’m moving toward I don’t wanna die
damn I’m feelin clever
all who know what I’ve endeavored
ain’t no question that they know to be around me is a pleasure
phone everyone I know my name is chris c olwe ll
d is the initial of my middle name glouster is the place that I was born
from that moment on my childhood was torn from my existence
I believed I was a hindrance to the family I was given
Extinction of my presence was the motive that I lived with
I was more than sure that I’d be doing time inside a prison,
With a lengthy sentence given
pop rocks and,coke seemed to be my only hope as a kid
I just wished that little mikey was alive to let me know
Just how he did that shit cuz All it did was make me choke
Now My darker side was showin
Might as well been knives the way the kids would pick and,poke
Lookin back on how much time I wasted ain’t no fuckin joke
now I’m 35 feelin so alive Waitin to arrive anywhere that’s better than here
commited many sins met with death so many times
A chance to live again is why I’m writing all these rhymes
missin luv from any other maybe sister or a brother
of any race or color put your arms around another
take a deep breath love bound earth ground together
let your hearts beat as one that’s how happiness is found
for me nothing else in life matters,
my head is always up to keep the bad from getting closer to my heart
which in the end will only make you feel sad or battered
I realize that problems got you gagged and,feeling bound
But,the only time were guaranteed is now
In Tears is not a place for any human face to drown
They’re for knowledge to be learned and, for lessons to be found
But,the sense of Feelin up can only come from feelin down
don’t frown Put a smile on your face
cuz the only place that we can be is where we are now
in our hearts for starters is where the best of us is found
the only way for anyone to know it is to show it
start now feel the need to grow
if you have to scr