arhat buddhism spirituali
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can't say there's nothing wrong
can't say it doesn't matter anymore
all this misleading
all this deceiving
seems like there are parts of me
that don't know what they're waiting for
not understanding
not comprehending
will i spend my whole life waiting
will i spend my days here thinking
will i spend eternity here with you
(and what you put me through)
will i always be anticipating
will i always be recreating
will i always want to be with you
(and what you put me through)
i don't matter
i don't matter
there's nothing good i can do
i try so hard
i try to be strong
but nothing matters to you
can't find myself in here
wonder if i might be losing ground
no use in needing
can't stop the bleeding
letting go of all of this
can sometimes be a goddamn chore
just start pretending
that this is ending
will i always be consternating
will i always be deliberating
will i always want to be with you