Lyrics
And I know
I’m deformed
Phased out
I’m a dead end
I know
What I miss
I know
Y im like this
Who I am
I can never be
What I am
Just an X refuge
The reflecting light
Lies to me
Who I am in my mind
Is not who I see in reality
I hate my image in the mirrors
My handsome face is so ugly
All I know is self-loathing
And this hole
Is driving me deep
I’m awake
And in a dream
I spend my nights
In reality
I’m tired
Of nice stories
I’m tired
Of make believe
I see them so perfect
They don’t need me
I see them so perfect
They do it so easily
I cannot live up to them
It cannot be
I cannot live as I am
I cannot be