an old demo i found, its going 2 be remade in2 a full song soon..
Just doin my thing at tha age of thirteen...
Story behind the song
basically, shitty ass desicsions..
Lyrics
My thoughts and actions always seem 2 come in2 collisons/
Without thinkin, always be makin bad decisions/
I cant envision doing anything right in this life time/
Always thinking no one got struggles quite like mine/
Life aint always been reclined, Everyweek new challenges and troubles/
Really feelin like every day tha struggle doubles/
Feelin like being buried in rubble, these bad decisions end up in my mind as depression is plowed/
Every tiny thing 2 be stressin about, cant be progressin with out~Tha help of tha lord/
Confessin all my feelings out loud, but still feelin ignored/
Some times its hard, you dont know which side 2 take/
Its like decidin your fate, Your emotions and whole life can be at stake/
, not alot of time 2 wait 4 a chance 2 think/
Choosin without viewin reflections cuz theres no time 2 get in sync/
hatin this life thing, pushing every bad thought 2 tha side/
Lord can you help me choose what paths are
right 2 decide/
