Talking to some one through rap and AIM...what a cop out.
holyhiphop
christianrap
luke
schroeder
luke schroeder
Story behind the song
I've never quite communicated myself to well in this friendship or been completely honest, so here is a last second attempt to do that.
Lyrics
I didn’t know you still don’t still hope to, but I won’t get to as my plans come through, leavin’ so soon, life’s movin’ but no one stays movin with me, which means I’m leaving behind many things, provin’ to me, the difference I’ve made is like 5 minus two minus three, because I mean nothing to most people in most things, so you see, its not just saying bye to you, I just thought that was something you planned to do, so it hurt me to know the news that it didn’t happen it was nice to get a second try, and I know it was really awkward saying bye the second time, and for a second I felt foolish, you knew me so little it was like who’s this, Luke kid, wonderin’ what does he want exactly, is there something to fear when he’s looking at me, or chats with me, what’s happening? I have to admit that in you I saw beauty in your eyes, beauty in your life, beautiful surprise beauty that construes me as a pretty shallow guy, cause it was your beauty that attracted me to your company, and beauty doesn’t matter its personality, I think you got that too, I say that intending to compliment you, I worry that this all offends, I’m just trying to say that I value you as a friend, but history shows that my friendships end, happening again and again and again, I’ve experienced respect but not many love me, if that’s all you get would you also be struggling? I’ve been loved by my family I wish I had more, brothers and sisters who loved me for, who I am even the things that seem strange, but lives move on and friendships change, let me say that I wish you the best and though we never got deep or close, I still feel blest, I guess I just had to confess a little bit of what is caught on my chest, and lay that to rest, know if this whole song has you disturbed, that you can at least take this as a good word, there is at least one person out there who is amazed by you, keep your smile, your kindness and your love for God to.