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a yo its me the kid blaze the beast reppin sing sing city aka ossining & new rochelle NY baby
Song Info
Genre
Charts
Peak #809
Peak in subgenre #421
Author
S&D Warriors ft. Styles F
Rights
XUS records
Uploaded
May 25, 2005
Track Files
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MP3 2.7 MB • 128 kbps • 0:00
Lyrics
[blaze]
As a lil boi,
I used 2 wonder where was my pops,
I kno he used 2 send me toyz,
But that wasn’t enof 2 control my noise.
But when I met him @ 5,
It was like he wasn’t even gone.
Heard homie got locked ^ 4 sellin that dro.
& when he found out bout me,
He says he had 2 go.
When I was 12, he came back again,
But tried 2 act like a family friend.
So I just kept playin pretend.
But sooner or l8r, I knew it had 2 end.
Then when I hit 17,
That ***** had tha nerve 2 act like he don’t kno me.
But that’s iight, cuz ima b a real man, sumtin he can’t b.
Im glad he helped make me.
Cuz im tryna find my purpose.
Sumtimes I feel I don’t deserve this.
But I can’t take thiz shyt lyin down,
Cuz ima soldier, so u wont c my frown,
Ull just hear how hot I sound.
[hook]-pimpino
now that he gon, dunno wut 2 do,
nose runny throat sore like i got the flu.
all i need is 1 last word, 1 last talk.
or 1 last time 2 see him walk.
[silence]
how would u feel if ya pops wasnt around.
& as a lil boy all u could do is cry & frown?
but u wouldn't know how it feels like.
it feels like u hate him, but where so much alike.
the thing i hate the most, im becomin.
the small shit turned from nuttin 2 sumtin.
anger pumpin my emotions.
what's the commotion.
me & my pops might be family.
im almost ashamed 2 call it hereidty.
i got the gat in my hand.
now im bout 2 kill myself in buk-50 land.
[hook]-pimpino
[blaze]
Pops u might not have been around.
But right now that shyt aint nuttin 2 me.
Hopefully when u hear dis,
U stop being a lil bytch.
Cuz I aint puttin up w/ ya ass when we fuckin rich.
I kno u round, so face me like a real man.
U gonna sit here & throw a lot of this shyt away.
If u hadn’t of fucked ^, u’d be w/ me 2day.
Im a part of u, I used 2 b scared as hell,
When I needed u, u weren’t there 4 me.
I aint ya average 18 yr old,
Cuz my balls, is wut makes me bold.
So if u gonna come back,
Neva leave me out in tha cold.
I saw these same tricks before.
Are u a real man, or a mouse?
Either way, stop fuckin w/ that dro.
I always needed a stronger leg 2 stand on.
But the S&D got my back.
So I guess I no longer need that.
Might have been a bitch before,
But remember, real dogs wait to strike back.
[hook]-pimpino
[silence]
i thought about shootin myself a couple of times,
but i couldn't pull tha trigger. i was so outta line.
the problem is i was scared of death.
what the fuck am i bout 2 do 2 myself.
i'm bout 2 go in2 stealth.
ni99a u better prepare 2 lose ya health.
dad this thought aint bout 2 cross my mind nomore,
go 2 hell man, u neva gonna soar.
[stlyes f]
i couldn't understand it, i just couldnt get it.
i told my mom, "mommy please im not ready".
i cant live my life w/out my daddy.
i pray 2 god, please send him back.
im bout 2 lose my dad.
cuz i dont wanna live my life w/out my mom or dad.
[hook]-pimpino
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