do you know where your life is headed? you sure? how can you be so sure? what if shit changes? what if YOU change? what if you lose patience? what if you get confused? what if you feel hopeless? what if nothing is in YOUR control?
feel this shit.
myke john
Story behind the song
i wrote this song cuz ive been feelin like theres no chance in hell anything will go my way, everythings a mess lately, i mean i kno what i want, but what if somehow its not up to me???
Lyrics
1- my blood is pumpin n rushin, makin my veins about to bust n, im disgusted, tryna recover from comin undone in this rawkus,
let me discuss that, im only human but i dont show no fear n, im growin so much more serious, know it n feel it, yeah,
im on that real shit, been reapin what i sown, i been alone, leave me alone, im on my own, n i dont need a soul,
ill show you i can go the distance, check my persistance, until im finished wit livin, fuck you and your assistance,
i kick it strictly for myself, butchu can turn it up n understand that i dont regret mistakes, im learnin from em, uh,
n lately i been burnin for my respect, i cant rest, i been depressed, i feel threatened of death, im possesed,
n my reflection is tellin me this is wreckin my health, cuz everyday i been tryna save myself, from myself,
you never delt wit this or felt like this, n i hope you know that, i dont give a fuck no more, fuck you, and fuckkk this emotion.
pre hook- i cant control this commotion,
i cant control my devotion,
i cant control this emotion,
oooooohh, wheres my life goin?
hook- im scared of not knowin, havin no control of, where my life is goin,
im scared of feelin hopeless, im so scared of this emotion...{repeat}
2- im prepared n well aware that nothins fair, its true, n ya better be careful i get careless, ill embarass you,
dont compare us 2, im more than this pencil, im more than anything you ever been through, shutcha fuckin mouth, can you?,
im mentally ready to letchu see the devil, however, i gotta do it, ill do it, you knew that its whatever,
ill never, play it fake n say that im a "g", im hatin what i see, lets take it to the street,
ill beat the face of a perpetrator outta frustration, you aint a "gangsta" you juss great at exaggeratin, look,
dont act a clown around my way, stay out my face,
dont be pickin that ball up if you aint down to play,
this goes for all the races, this goes for any places, this goes for all the faces, im way beyond the basics,
right now im so impatient, yeah wit this dream im chasin, here comes a leap of faith n right now youll see in my face that...
{pre hook/hook}