It grows inside of me
An emptiness needs filled
The sickness rises deep within
As the inner voice calls
*Crystalized Euphoria
Pale white shades of dust
Reflections seen through hollow eyes
Taste the pain of my lust
Crawling on my knees
Reaching out to infinity
I carry this disease
Onward into insanity
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I'm coming down again
Won't you lend me your hand
I need to fill something
I'm falling further down
Help Me - Now I'm falling
Help Me - Stop the calling
Now it's running thin
It's in the back of my mind
Can't avoid the calling
Tell myself just one more time
I need to feel the rush of blood in my veins
Totured soul, silent screams in so much pain
I need saved
Falling further faster now
I reach for empty sky
Don't know why I do this
I see but I am blind
Walk in darkness alone
In search of what I need
I feel nothing, I am numb
Wait and watch me bleed
It beckons once again
I can't escape the feeling
Will it ever end?
Clouded are my eyes, my sight, my time
Unconscience is my tongue, my thoughts
I'm not me inside
Falling once again
I've lost all control, numbing my senses
I'll be back
Crawling on my knees
Reaching out to infinity
I carry this disease
Onward into insanity
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