first couple verses from old written. last verse most recent.
self-expression taught through verbal lessons is the best way i've found to avoid depression...
how can you hold back when the beat stays tickin so deep inside??
Story behind the song
self explanatory.......
Lyrics
last verse:ccccif forgettin you was as easy as closing my eyes,cci would've moved on a thousand plus times,ccbut i keep blinking, while im drinking, thinking,cci wish i could hide,ccthe way i feel inside...ccis too hard to describe,ccsometimes i wish i was blind,ccso i couldnt see you pass by,ccsometimes i wish i could cry,ccso i could move on with my life,ccbut, the tears refuse to shed,ccin fear i abuse my head,ccit's clear that you have left, ccso i drink beer and use drugs instead,ccof, accepting whats happened,ccto ease my pain i use rappin,ccbut it's like the chinese torture method,cccuz the rain keeps steady tappin,ccand stabbin me even deeper,ccin places where only reefer,cccan face this sh** ,cci tell the reaper,ccplease take me quick.cci got a soul of ether,ccready to burn for the way i treat her,cci've learned my lesson,cclet me be the teacher,cchopefully my thoughts are strong enough to reach her....
