credits goes to NiP Productions for tha amazin beat.
abiggag
Story behind the song
Yeh, i just needed to let shit out, and tha beat was very inspiring.
Lyrics
Verse1:
ive handled so much
and i aint never had a fan or sum luck
but eybody tryin to manage me fuck it,
im like prayin to God
why dont i fit in? am i sayin too much?
should i keep my mouth quite till our days is all up?
well i cant
send me to hell and back,
you still would be able to sniff tha smell on me back
cos i work and i sweat
for these jerks that i bet
dont give a fuck if im hurt or im dead
like im sum sorta bird in a cage
dont be surprised if i murda from rage
cos tha whole world sins. we all dirty lil snakes
who are all self-centered
well im different, even tho ima get this album censored
i dont wan hurt nobody's feelin'
i feel like im openin up my heart, and nobody's feelin'
yeh i rap, but i aint another wannabe gangsta young gotti semen
i just wanna stay real to who i am
and ima make it clear. i aint a gangsta: do u understand?
i been plannin my whole life, but it aint fun to plan
sumtimes, i just wanna let go, live by my instincts
have fun. give life to bitches
i just wanna do watt i wanna do
cos i care about myself, but about my mama too
chorus:
im goin nowhere
and im still here
look, im still here
im just still here
i been goin nowhere
but im still here
cos im still here
cos i am who i am
verse2:
i need yall to feel me on this one
i need my fans to really get up
and pay attention
i aint tryin to take nobody's game or section
of this rap world that we all love
that we all want
and that we all need
im just askin for a small peice
to do watt feels right for me
watt u hate may be real tight to me
i aint gon change. Nabil is who i still like to be
i know ill have loyal followers, who will kneel side to me
and be hard as steel, aiight its me
its just a stupid dream
i know it wont cum true, but ill still do tha things
that yall call rap. just to express myself
but who cares about sum fat kid? ill be rappin next to myself.
just as a hobby as a passion
as a nobody i will pass them.
in tha lobby, they start laughin
watts so funny? im just rappin!
why yall aint Noddin'? am i that crappy?
y they sendin sumbody to stop me? im real happy...
Chorus:X2
cos I Am Who I Am.