11/12/04 I make a song for a lady in my life, annually. They're usually posted on September 30th: This one is a bit late, and will be the last one I make.
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Lyrics
Intro: Recorded phone message from the lady the track is about.
Verse I:
I used to wish upon a star at night
And ever since you left, something doesn’t seem right
So please tell me, now that I’m out of sight
Are you able to rest at night, and sleep tight?
Are you able to wake up in the morning and breath, freely?
Are you happy within your sorority?
And your boy J.C. Or was it CJ?
Whatever… I never agreed to have a 3-way.
And it seemed you were down to be flirting with the town
And since I wasn’t around you thought I wouldn’t hear a sound
But you guessed wrong, cause we share mutual friends
And it didn’t take long for me to be catching wind
And everything that the said, kept fucking with my head
So I beat the shit out of every pillow on my bed
I didn’t wanna be mislead, so I searched and found
All the E-mails to prove it true and that night my heart drowned
Chorus:
I used to wish, but now I see
All that it could ever be was just a crazy dream
I pray that one day this mentality will end, but until then
You’ll never see me wishing again
(Repeat 2x)
Verse II:
You could call it karma slapping me in the face
Cause it was something that I pulled in the first place
But we all know that two wrongs don’t make it ok
We were all told that from the very first grade
Now I’m not saying that you did it on purpose
I just don’t understand why you would hurt us
Now I know that I wasn’t always perfect
But I do know that I didn’t deserve it
I really wish, that all your time spent
Late nights, in your car, driving mad depressed
I could of saved the day, like I was Clark Kent
I could could of held you, kissed you and layed you to rest
My babygirl at best, that’s what you was
Exchanging kisses in the day and at night was mad love
Always knew what your mind was thinking of
From the bed, to the kitchen, the mall, and bathtub
Chorus
Verse III:
It’s been now three long years, look how we’ve grown
Everything from flying on planes and calling on phones
Spending nights alone, so much love shown
Every night I just wish that you would return home
But then I do have those days, where it just hurts
Can’t even eat dinner, nonetheless dessert
Every time I wanna take a scoop of ice cream
It looks like frozen yogurt and I think I might scream
Cause of all the drama that caused the tension
And all the time spent with the lies that were never mentioned
We found out in the long run, it wasn’t fun
But we all just live life and carry on
I just wanna say that in my heart it’s you I love
But I don’t see it working out, too much push and shove
We used to be above the blessed, but now we’re stressed
And my heart’s tired of the struggle, it needs to rest
Chorus