This is a conversation between me and God.
kao5
Story behind the song
This song was written when I did some things I shouldnt have been doing and I was saved from the consequences.
Lyrics
Dear god, I know its been a minute since we spoke/
i know i havent been the best child but im better than most/
actually who am i to tell u, u know the truth/
ha actually u are the truth but everytime im in the booth/
im conflicted i got restrictions on censorship not to mention/
friendships and situations where its only u who listen/
i hear u tellin me what to do and i block u off/
like i dont wunna hear u get lost/
son i can read everything that u think/
and i know that deep in ur heart ur a good being/
u just have to trust in me in everything that u do/
not in only somethings and things u choose to/
but since u god why cant u just guide my actions/
cuz i gave u free will so have pride in that sense/---------------
but in the mirror its only my image i c/
son, have u forgotten? your a reflection of me/-------------------
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Dear God/ i know that ive done/
dear god/ but please let me come home/
dear god/ i am lost sheep now/
dear god/ can u find me somehow/
ive been watching ova u/
i c wat ur up too/
someday u will be free/
i am u and u are a reflection me/
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but wat about woman can i be forgiven today/
son forgiveness is is urs all u have to do is pray/----------------
but everyday i sit and i go against yo will/
how can u tolerate me for all these years, and still/
love me 24/7 how can i be like u/
son its easy all u have to do live in the truth/-------------------
if u god why cant i see u anytime anywhere/
its because im omnipresent meaning im everywhere/------------------
i didnt design the eye of man to see me/-------------------------------
cuz i am by far a holyer being/------------------------------------
but i often cross borders and tug on yo heart/---------------------
use it to feel my power and set good apart/------------------------
from bad plus i sent u my son/-------------------------------------
wat more can u want from me he is the one/-------------------------
i dont know i guess im confused whyd u give me life/
thas for u to find out Ive given u insight/------------------------
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why are sundays the hardest days for me to wake up/
because satan works the hardest so u cant pray up/-----------------
hmm another thing why did u give the world so much hate/
i gave man the power to do wat they want they make mistakes/-------
cuz one day, when i send my son back/------------------------------
some, wont be able to have the joy that/---------------------------
you will have eternally forever wit me/----------------------------
but god im being honest i dont really wunna leave/-----------------
im only seventeen and i want a life to live/
a ride and a crib wit a wife and kids/
i know son but trust me its unregretable/--------------------------
wit streets of gold and seas of crystal forget those/--------------
earthly lusts that are mere grains of mustard seeds/---------------
compared to the rush and excitement of a soul thas freed/----------
imma star in the sky that i cant deny/
but so far i lived my life only just to get by/