Duce I Rae - Produced by Duce I Rae at ODP studios and mastered at ODM mastering house
hiphop
rap
music
eminem
d12
odp
Lyrics
Intro(sining)
Lil boy why dont you
Hear me sayin your name
why dont you come to me
and we can play a game
I dont know why you just dont come here lil boy
Im sick of you arguing, so get your ass here boy
Verse 1
I talk to myself in my dreams
and I fend, tha screams
an scream in my dreams an lean
in tha direction of instanty
Leather belts holdin me
down in my bed an under tha sheets
this is a recipe for mentaly decesed
to defeat tha fear in me
are you hearing me, my own famly tree
is fearin me, im a killer bee
locus, hiddin in your trees
Yea, im mentaly amputeted
the master key, go ahead scream
no one is going to hear you, your in my dream
My own lil twisted world,its whats in my mind
taken meds in paper cups, and IM dien
Inside, my emtions are closen in
susidle by notions, an bottles of effedrine
made tha corrections wit ex cons
burrnin your dogs on your front lawns
this is what I saw, or was it what I did
I dont know Im lost,
that is why im in a padded room hospital
semms like I have problems, just a lil
so sad you can almost hear tha fiddle
maybe as a kid if they got me on riddlen
the doc I might not be hit-em
Chours
I realy want to know
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors
these closed doors
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors
these closed doors
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors
Verse 2
As an insaine person doc sayin hes worsen
His symptoms are burdens to persons
Burdens worsen, then and only when
pens, writen wrong contacts ends
close up convex lens
read between tha lines, who do you affend?
words often over exstend, to defend
Oh dont pretend, your not crazy
I just saw a white african racist baby
try to tell me im not insane, your crazy
dont even bother, with it father
try not to be a friend, thats alot to offer
what about mom, oh yea shes gone
dad, Id like to tell you somthing
she's baired in tha front lawn
what did you see, that put me
here in missory, more emtional debree
my head is like a sea, just let me
enter a gulity plea,
not murder, a plea for insanity
kids we learn tha a-b-c's
as a kid I learned to amputee
dogs, squarls or whatever fancy'd me
Chours
I realy want to know
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors
these closed doors
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors
these closed doors
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors
Verse 3
My alter ego hates me, this is going to be
a fight, lights go bright at night inside
defined behind tha trash, an inside my mind
Blinded by my time, I spend incasrated
while I was there I mascartating
as somthing I coulnt imagine myself be'n hating
found myself masterbating inside the shower
time and time again, hour after hour
guards kept tabs on me from there towers
just then I relized I had super-powers
I could be crazy, insanse, or even maybe
a china man's baby, never had slanted eyes
I just think there lazy, there just racist
that's why they hate me, exspalin that, maybe
im a baby traped in a mans body
that is gota be it, nah im just crazy
Chours
I realy want to know
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors
these closed doors
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors
these closed doors
why I cant not go out side no more
why I have to be locked in these closed doors