this is the beat for my title track of my debut CD, "The Storm Within" I havent recorded it yet, but ya, will get around to that
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Story behind the song
Fighting the storm within myself, and this is a way to make ammends for how I've reacted in the past 16 yrs
Lyrics
Life, what is life, I dont understand....
Maybe this isnt how Im supposed to be,
But it feels so right, I cant be wrong,
This is exactly where I belong....
I'm supposed to tell you this, all in song,
Pain n anguish,just follow along....
So this is me, a broken teen alone and it seems,
That I'm destined for sadness, heart ache, and broken dreams,
Screams of pain lash out while I sleep,
Sounds of gruesome slaughtering of cattle and sheep,
I wake up from this battle and weep,
Aint slept in weeks, It seems,
That I'm frayed in the middle, ripped at the seams,
cant fight with uneven teams, me and you against the world,
So I lay down my sword and shield and let my life unfurl....
It's the storm within,(cant contain it)
It's the storm within, (just try to maintain it)
It's the storm within, (I can't explain it)
It's the storm within, (That I will remain in). X 2
I grew up in a home with no father figure,
Boiled in anger and simmered to pull the trigger,
Always hated as the fat lil bitch ass wigger,
Picked on by the bigger kids only fueled my reason,
To jump out with a knife and stop everyone's breathing,
Leavin a scene for them to clean up for days, I'm a demon,
I'm a heathen, but most of all, I'm a human being,
So you can clean off your glasses, cuz seeing is believing.
Chorus x2
It's the storm within, and I cant change it, I can only attempt to deal with it from day to day, and I thank you for being by my side every single moment of my life, because you are the reason......you are the reason......that I fight the storm within.