Love. Betrayal. Chaos. "Fucked Up" is a raw, emotional pop song about a girl trapped between love and hate after her boyfriend cheated and left her for someone else.
(Verse 1)
Here I am
My heart is broken
You chewed it up
Spat it out like a token
Pick my heart up
Off the floor
You piece of shit
I won't let you hurt me no more
I have to ease the pain
I'm such a mess
I'll dance the night away
You couldn't care less
(Chorus)
I love you I hate you
(I'm so fucked up)
I wanna be the other girl
(I'm so fucked up)
This hurts like hell
(I'm so fucked up)
(Verse 2)
I go to the club
And powder my nose
A few drinks at the bar
I'm striking a pose
On the dance floor
I'm now the queen of the clouds
My heart is bulletproof
From nightclub crowds
Target acquired
He reminds me of you
Don't wanna be alone tonight
This one will do
(Chorus)
I love you I hate you
(I'm so fucked up)
I wanna be the other girl
(I'm so fucked up)
This hurts like hell
(I'm so fucked up)
(Bridge)
If I ever see you
I'd scream out my pain
I'd wanna make you hurt like hell
A blood stain
I'm so confused
Why did you hurt me so bad for?
I gave you my heart, my soul
But you kept wanting more and more
You went behind my back with her
Yet part of me would forgive you
I'd pretend that the past was a blur
(Chorus)
I love you I hate you
(I'm so fucked up)
I wanna be the other girl
(I'm so fucked up)
This hurts like hell
(I'm so fucked up)
(Verse 3)
Take me home tonight
I just want to forget about him
Erase my memory
Hold me tight
So hard to forgive
So hard to forget
Do what you want with me
I haven't got over him yet
The hurt, the betrayal
Gutted inside
I'll ride you all night
You're like a drug
Make me feel right
(Chorus)
I love you I hate you
(I'm so fucked up)
I wanna be the other girl
(I'm so fucked up)
This hurts like hell
(I'm so fucked up)
(Outro)
Have to move on
Can't torture myself no more
Things will never be the same
I've never been so in love before
Before
Before
Before